hold on ~toby x suicidal reader~

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(This chapter I thought of in school, it is based off the song above)

Loving and fighting, accusing, denying, I cant imagen a world with you gone.

Toby and Y/N got into a fight

The joy and the choas.

Toby and Y/N were yelling at eachother

The demon we're made of, I'd be so lost if you left me alone.

Toby feared the worst after the argument, and when he got back it came true

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Toby was banging his body agenst the locked bathroom door. He was crying. He finally got it opened.

Laying on the floor when I break through

Toby ran to Y/Ns side.

I pull you in to feel your heart beat

Toby put his hand over your heart looking for a beat.

Can you hear me screaming 'please dont leave me!'

Toby started crying and screamed "NO!!" EJ heard his scream and went to look if everything was okay

Hold on I still want you

EJ walked in and saw what's happening and picked you up and ran.

Come back I still need you

Toby followed it to get pulled back by masky and jeff who was told by EJ to stop him. Toby screamed "NO! LET ME GO!"

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right.

Toby got a flashback to him and Y/N holding hand in a clearing.

I swear to love you all my life

He promised he would love her forever at that moment.

Hold on I still need you

Toby struggled enough to slip from their grips and he ran.

Long endless highway

As he ran the hallway seemed to go on forever

You silent beside me

Everything was silent around him

Driving a nightmare i cant escape from

As toby ran all he could think of was Y/N

Helplessly prying

Toby silently wishing you to be okay

The light isnt fading

The dark hallway isnt lighting up

Hiding the shock

Toby keeped running not giving up screaming your name

And the chill in my bones

Toby shivered at the shadows engulfed him and the cold touched his skin under his hoodie

They took you away on the table

When toby finally made it to the infermery he saw EJ place you on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

Toby started pacing in your room scared

They pull you in to feel your heart beat

Toby placed his head over your heart to find nothing

Can you hear me screaming 'please dont leave me'

Toby started crying and screaming 'no' over and over again

Hold on i still want you,come back I still need you

Toby  to his knees on the side of your bed

Let me take your hand I'll make it right. I swear to love you all my life

Toby took your cold hand into his own and held it close to his chest.

Hold on still need you

Toby was mumbling

I dont wanna let go! I know I'm not strong!

Toby didnt want to let you go

I just wanna hear you say 'baby let's go home, let's go home" yeah I just wanna take you home!

Toby kissed your hand gently and pulled out a ring.

Hold on I still want you

Toby was going to ask you to be his wife...now your gone..

come back I still need you

(I hops you liked it, it's kinda sad sorry)

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