army of me chapter 16

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Warning: may contain contents of low self esteem please read my A/N at the end of the chapter thank you now on with the story!

Ariana's POV

i woke up feeling like shit so i didn't even try to look good i put my hair in a messy pony tail threw on a pair of grey sweats with a matching cami i didn't even apply make up because what's the fucking point? i'm ugly anyways i look in the mirror sigh then go into the living room i see kendall and he's listening to whatcha say by jason derulo i roll my eyes and shake my head i turn around and start singing it"mmh whatcha ya say? oh that you only meant well  mmh that it's all for the best of course it is" i sing then kendall joins in 

Kendall: "i was so wrong for so long only tryin to please myself  girl, i was caught up in her lust when i really don't want no one else so, no i know i should treated you better but me and you were meant to last forever so let me in give me another chance to really be you're man 'cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out i just didn't know what to but when i become a star we'll be leaving so large i'll do anything for you so tell me girl" he sings 

Ariana;" whatcha say? mmh that you only meant well? well of course you did whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say) mmh that's all for the best? of course it is whatcha say mmh that you only meant well of course you did mmh whatcha say wha-wha-wha-wha- what did she say?" 

Kendall: "how could i live with myself  knowing that i let our love go? and ooh, when i do with one chance i just gotta let you know i know what i did wasn't clever but me and you were meant to be together so let me in give me another chance to really be you're man 'cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out i just didn't know what to do but when i become a star we'll be living so large i'd anything for you so tell me girl" 

Ariana:"whatcha say? oh that you only meant well? well of course you did mmh whatcha say (whatcha say, whatcha say) mmh that's only for the best? of course it is mmh whatcha say? that you only meant well? well of course you did  mmh whatcha say wha-wha-wha-wha- what did she say?" 

Kendall:girl tell me whatcha say i don't want you leave me though you caught me cheating tell me, tell me whatcha said i really need you in my life cause things ain't right girl tell me, tell me whatcha say i don't want you to leave me though you caught me cheating tell me, tell me whatcha say i reall need you in my life cause things ain't right 'cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out i just didn't know what to do but when i become a star we'll be living so large i'd do anything  for you so baby whatcha say

Ariana: mmh whatcha say? mmh that you only meant well? well of course you did mmh whatcha say (whatcha say, whatcha say) mmh that it's all for the best? of course it is wha-wha-wha-wha-what did she say?

we finish singing and i sigh "you really hurt me kendall" i say looking down 

he looks down "i'm 21 now (skipping a bit sorry :() you're 23 we are getting to old for this yes i went to the bar lastnight but i did nothing wrong! i could have but i didn't why? because cheating is an awful thing and i wouldn't do it to my worst enemy that's what i think of cheating we took our hands in marriage and in front of our families and god to vow that would we be faithful and committed to each other yes i still wanna party because i'm only 21 but that doesn't mean i wanna cheat it's an awful thing to do to someone and can really hurt them emotionally and mentally so thanks for being the reason i cry myself to sleep at night, thank you for the low self esteem because of you i think so much about how i look except for today why? because we need time to get through this which is why i'm going to new york to visit my family for the weekend i'll be back on sunday" i say 

he looks down and sighs "i'll go visit my folks to" he says looking down 

"this doesn't mean we are broken up/divorced it just means we are taking time to clear our minds i still love you and i always will just don't do anything stupid when you go because we are on a break meaning still together but clearing our heads" i say 

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