Decisions

Heat

WARNING:

okay by popular demand on my instagram, smut was added to this story. (most likely for only this chapter)

BUT this is like extremely smutty I couldnt even handle it. I dont write smut because I just cant, im not comfortable AT ALL with it. so my friend, whose also a fanfic writer, @Love_minaa wrote the entire dirty scene for me.

I would rate it M for mature xD

if you dont wish to read the smut part scoll down to the bold stars ("*"), once u get past that the smut will be over xD. but if you like smut, then enjoy x'D I personally dont like smut, it scares me o u o

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Laying there, I felt the heat rush through my body like a wave. I wasn't sure what exactly was going on, but I decided to just let whatever happen, happen. My heavy breathing returned from semi panic.

He only looked at me and laughed at my reactions then returned back to pressing his lips on mine. But this time I felt his cold finger tips slide along the side of my leg up to my hip leaving a light tickle across my skin. While he used his other arm to keep himself slightly lifted so his full body weight wasn't on me. I felt nervous that I barely could move, I mean I've never really done this before so I'm not sure what to even do. I could feel myself becoming more relaxed into the kiss, he licked my bottom lip asking permission for entrance which I gladly allowed him to.

He slid his tounge into my mouth exploring with mine, I let my arms wrap around his neck pulling him closer to me and letting my hands run through his hair tugging on it gently. His hand slid into my robe keeping it on my waist, every touch felt like a pleasuring prickly feel on my skin that I wanted more of. I felt something poking at my thigh and it felt hard?

"Hopey what do you have in your pocket?"

"Nothing.. why?" Being the curious little shit that I am, I slid my hand down and felt the hard thing only to know I just grabbed his member. I squeaked and pulled my hand away.

"Sorry.."

"It's okay I can't help it sometimes... I kinda lose control around you" I couldn't help but blush like crazy and kiss him but this time I deepened the kiss. He lifted up my robe slowly making sure to touch and explore me. He untied my robe and slid it off. He began to trail kisses down my Jawline and neck, he cupped and fondled my breasts in his hands while kissing them, I could feel his tounge brush over my clothed nipples and nipping at them. Soon he un-clasped my bra throwing it in the pile of clothes the were growing. I felt his hands grab and squeeze them hard earning a loud moan that slipped out of my mouth. I couldn't help but want him already, I slid my hand down to the hem of his briefs trying to pull them down. He helped and slid them off and threw them to the side. I slid off my Panties and threw them as well.

I spread my legs and let him in between, he bent down and kissed me then whispered against my lips.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He looked me in the eye. I nodded quickly, I knew I was ready for this I could feel it.

"I'll be gentle.."

"O-okay.."

He kissed me softly and deeply. He positioned himself at my entrance and pushed in slowly. It was painful that I felt tears welling in my eyes then soon he started to thrust slowly but getting faster, soon I felt more pleasure forgetting about the pain. I let out a couple of moans and curled my toes, he was thrusting in faster and deeper which still hurt a bit but felt good. I already felt a knot forming in my stomach and it was hurting, then all of a sudden I felt it