When u left
I said that I hated u
I said I would never
Forgive u
That I couldn't stand seeing u
That u made
Me sick just by
Looking at u
It was all
A lie
Rehearsed lyrics
I said those things
To convince myself
Not to love u
Anymore
I wanted to
Hate u
But I failed
I failed myself
Because after all
The hurt u
Caused me
I still loved u
I still needed
U
I still cried myself to
Sleep because I
Missed u
But I just couldn't
Tell u
That I would
forgive u in
The blink of an eye
If u came back
I would do
Anything to just hear
U say u love me
For u to come
To come
Back to me
But I just couldn't
tell U
Because the day u
Left I swore to
Myself
That
I'd rather die
Alittle everyday
Than to
Let u
Break me
Again
S_vw
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Floating In My Feelings
PoetryThis is my most precious gem..These poems I wrote while I was going through the deepest and painful emotional problems.. I treasure them because they are what helped me to not go into a trauma..
