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Dont leave me again..

Namjoon's POV
I watch Y/N walk away "don't leave me again. Please just turn around...
Please." I whisper with tears in my eyes. I was the one who broke her. Me I'm her monster. I destroyed her.
Why was I so selfish? Just using all my time to become more successful instead of becoming closer with her and A.R.M.Y. We used to be close. She helped me accept my self. Love myself. She was there for me but I was never there for her.. All I needed to do was send a simple text first. Just to check on her and she'd be happy and she would be collaborating with me. With BTS.
Stop it Namjoon! She wouldn't want you to think like this she still cares I can see it in her eyes. Can she see in my eyes that I still care? That I have been waiting to meet her since our first conversation... I just wanted to see her.
I should of picked her up from the airport.. We should still be messaging each other.
I miss her. And the one time I got to hold her was the time I caused her more pain.
I'll get her back I know I will. I just need to show that I care that I'm not as selfish as I seem.
I won't be her monster
I will get her to understand
I will get her to open up.
I will get her to let me be there for her
Like it should be now.

A/N: Two chapters in one day!!
Sorry I haven't posted in awhile! Forgive moi