Namjoon's POV
I walk in not caring if she wanted me there or not. I needed to see her I needed her to know the truth. I needed her to know that she's all mine and I'm all hers. She seemed surprised at this and stepped back. I grabbed her wrist. It hurt me to see her wanting her to get away "Calm down, love I just want to speak." All she did was sigh. She knew that I wasn't going to take no for an answer. Why should I? She has been speaking, yelling a lot. It's my turn. I sigh aswell before a begin my sentence. "Y/N. You need to know what happened in the past. I take full responsibility. I should of told you. I should of trusted you to know instead of letting you find out for yourself." I watch her cross her arms over her chest and look down at the floor and in response, I bit my lip. "I'm sorry but I didn't want the world to know I was dating someone I didn't want mine or hers reputation being ruined." Y/N scoffed "But you were willing to give up a friendship and my trust?" She looked up at me and I saw tears pooling up in her eyes. I wanted to hug her and hold her close but I stopped myself. I had to get this out. "No I wasn't. I didn't think that would happen. You don't know how proud I was when I heard your debut album. I wanted to reach out but life got in the way." She shook her head and bit her lip "You had many years! I just wanted to see that you cared!"
I clench my hand into a fist "I did care! I tried to reach out to you at AMAs and other award ceremonies but you acted like you didn't know me! I didn't know that it was you that i was talking to online before I heard B/F/N talking about it with you!" I sigh to calm myself down "You're not gonna listen to how I feel so I might aswell just show you." That is when I cupped her cheeks and kissed her. She stumbled back and was against the wall. I felt her cheeks getting warmer and I couldn't help but smile "I love you, Y/N."
"I love you too, Namjoon"
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