Online Friends

You can't be serious..

It's been a few months since you and GOT7 released their new song. hit No.2 on the UK charts and it's been No.1 on the US for more than one month. You smile and hug everyone goodbye since you were leaving the next morning at 05:00. You doubted you would get any sleep since it was now 02:30. You shrug at your phone and walk into your hotel room. You freeze in the corridor that your room stood on. He was there. Sitting against your door. You internally groan and walk to your door. "Move." You growl.
Namjoon on the other hand just chuckled said "Hello to you to."
This made your blood boil as you push him slightly and open your door after unlocking it.
"Oh come on Y/N." He sighs and stops you from closing the door on his face with his foot.
"Go away I need to pack." You hiss.
"Stop avoiding me!" He exclaims
"Now you know how it feels!" You snap. Namjoon seemed to be taken back by your comment.
"W-What?" He asked softly
"We were friends. Well at least I thought we were-."
"We were! We are!"
You ignore him and carry on your sentence "You made me fall for you and what's worse... You didn't even tell me you were with someone! We were talking for months before and months after and you still didn't tell me.
"I didn't know-"
"You promised me you wouldn't leave.... I guess promises are supposed to broken."
Namjoon didn't move. You scoffed "I was so naive. I thought you liked me back. You had my heart in your hands and instead of protecting it, you dropped it." Finally he freed the door and you slammed it, you grabbed your bags and put your clothes in your suitcase and try your best not to cry but after awhile you couldn't hold it in and you fell to the floor and sobbed. You wanted to scream. You wanted to shout. You wanted to break everything in that room but you couldn't. You just curled up on the floor and cried. Cried until you felt nothing.

After awhile you picked up your last bag and walked to the drawers and emptied all of your stuff into your bag and closed it. You picked up the rest of your bags and sighed. You still felt numb. You still felt useless. Now you had to walk to the airport at 03:30. You sighed and ran your fingers through your hair. You'd be there in about 15-20 minutes. You sang to yourself quietly walking through the streets of Seoul for the last time. You took 3 left turns and 2 right between walking down some pavements and you finally found the airport. It seemed so unfamiliar you haven't been here in months. You bite your lip, thinking of Namjoon and you walk into the airport and you imagined yourself leaving your heart here with him.. You whispered "Goodbye."

~***~
It was now 05:00 and you were about to board your plane and then you heard someone call your name and you see Namjoon again, desperation swirling in his eyes. 'No. No not now... I just let you go...' You say mentally. Soon he was right in your vision. Only a rope between you. Your heart beated rapidly. "I know what I've done was foolish.. But Y/N I want you. I Need you. Please give me another chance I promise I'll protect your heart this time. Please." He pleaded. His eyes were watering. You slowly shake your head "I'm sorry. I can't. I can't trust you. Not again." You whisper to him and walk onto your plane. You heard him screaming and shouting your name, you winced. Everytime he shouted or screamed your name it was a stab in the heart. You sit in your seat. God had answered your prayers. He gave him to you but you couldn't accept it not like this. Not now. You didn't even know if you'd ever be able to.

You walked to home. Yawning and your legs failing to function you throw yourself onto your sofa.

Namjoon's POV
I scream her name she didn't come back. Why won't she come back? Did I deserve this? Is this what she went through all of these years? I run all the way to JYP Entertainment and bang on GOT7's dorm and a sleepy-looking Jackson answers the door "What do you want?" He yawns.
"Give me Y/N's address!" I demand I need to see her.
"What kind of stalker are you?" Jackson tilts his head to the side, his eyes half closed. I sigh and push him to the side and march in. I finally find a phone. It was obviously Jackson's and I silently cheer and grab his thumb and unlock the door and take a picture of Y/N's contact. And walk out "Thanks, Jackie!" I beam and walk out.
"Is he bipolar? I think he could be bipolar.." Jackson mumbles and close the door slowly. I chuckle and walk to BigHit Entertainment.
I grab a small bag. It wouldn't take long to convince her right? I chuck some things in the bag and sneak out scribbling a note.

Dear BTS,
I will be gone for 2-5 days I shall contact you when I am at my destination. I love you all and I hope you have a joyful time whilst I am gone.
- Namjoon x

I pick up my bag and quickly buy a ticket. Even though it was a shit seat I would atleast get to my destination. The plane was going to leave in about two hours. I could get there right?

You walk away to your house, your legs tired and unable to function so you throw yourself onto the bed and curl up. Closing your eyes, you slowly fall asleep.

Namjoon's POV
I run to her apartment. It wasn't far from here. I listened to music and bit my lip "please forgive me." I whispered before I knocked on her door.

You woke up slowly, grumpy because you were having such a nice dream and then some jerk ruined it all. You groan standing up
And dragging yourself to the apartment door. You didn't bother checking. Why would you? It was probably some guy wanting to sell something but when you opened the door your eyes saw someone you thought you'd never see again and the only words that came out of your mouth were: "You can't be serious."

A/N:
Hello, hello!! I'm back and I have written you 1099 words! I hope you enjoy this chapter! Thanks for reading :))