Love On The Brain

P H O N E S E X X X

Amor steadfastly directed her attention sharply on the photograph of an client. This was her last client of day but nevertheless Amor took her time with each client.

Photo for the photoshoot were spread out on the wooden table. The sunlight for the New York skyline shined through the windows of the top floor of the building.

Amor didn't have much time she had to get this done for the fall shoot for vogue. The deadlines for the magazines would be soon.

All too soon.

She was busy all month long preparing for this. Her boss was an perfectionist. Everything, had to be done her way.

"I really love this photo right here" , Amor points towards the photo to the far left of the table. Amor picks up the photo holding into the light.

"I love this one it shows more confidence. Don't you think so?", Nicole quirked, raising her perfect brow. Nicole was Amor's partner. On this project she had no other choice but to work with her.

Nicole disagrees with everything Amor says or does.

By the end of the day Amor was exhausted. She strolled through her condo content the day was over. Amor wasted no time running her a bath.

She added bubbles to her bath water and lit scented candles around her bathroom. Pouring herself a glass of red wine Amor walked back to her bathroom. Stripping out of her clothes , she throws them in the dirty clothes hamper lazily.

Amor sinks into the hot water relaxing. She swirls her red wine around first, pursing her lips together she takes a long needed sip.

Her minds wonders to her ex boyfriend. They didn't leave on good terms. Her heart aches when she thinks of him. Lately , he's been on her mind heavily. Since , he has been trying to get in contact with her.

She debated on whether of not she wanted to converse with him. She couldn't lie to herself and say she doesn't miss him.

After her bath and a finished glass of wine. Amor finds herself in his T-shirt with nothing else underneath it. She shamelessly inhales it sniffing his cologne.

Amor phone rings. She groans picking up the device. She doesn't look at who is calling , she just answers the phone.

"Hello?"

"Sweets?" , The baritone voice belongs to her ex , Roman. Her heart drops , this is the last person she expected to talk to. Emotions ran through her body.

Amor inhales sharply gripping the T-shirt tightly. "Roman , how did you -?" His voice drew her in , she clenches her thighs together. He still has an affect on her.

"I got your number from your mom. Can we talk?" Roman asks , nervously.  Amor glazes at her sheets debating.

After a long silence Amor responds , "Okay talk." Roman shivers from the coldness of her voice. Knowing she has changed hurt him. Knowing he was the cause of this change made him feel guilty.

"I'm sorry for everything. I didn't mean those words I said to you. I was angry -" He trails off.

Amor swallows the lump in her throat. "Angry?" Y/N frowns , scrunching up her face. Roman sighs. "That's funny, what do you want from me?"

"What do you mean?"

Amor chuckles dryly to his answer , "You know exactly what I'm talking about Roman. You email me saying sorry. Now, you're calling saying sorry. For what, getting another woman pregnant or cheating on me?"

Amor continues , "Which are you sorry for Roman? Huh? Breaking my heart or your promises to me. I don't care for your fake ass apology. You don't about me. I have two years almost three over that hoe. I was there when you had nothing to your name. I loved you before all of that. I gave you my virginity. I gave up everything for you. I was a wife to you and I had no ring. I put up with your bullshit lies. You know what hurts the most?"

"Sweets ..." Roman trails off.

"Don't call me that," Amor shoots back , "Ask me the question you want to ask. Stop beating around bush."

"What hurts the most?" Roman asks , finally.

"The fact I needed you. Every time you needed me I was there for you. When I needed you , you were nowhere to be found." Amor whimpers , holding in her tears.

"I know I don't deserve you but I'm not going anywhere. The baby wasn't mine but that doesn't justify my actions. I pushed you away because I didn't think I deserved to be with you. Your perfect. Again , I'm sorry for everything I've ever done. I was out looking for love when it was right in front of me." Roman confessed.

"Whatever, that hoe not there no more so you think you'll come back to me?", Amor spat distastefully.

"You don't think I had myself for have things end or how I treated you? Everyone has stopped talking to me because of that. Even my parents disowned me!" Roman exclaimed emotionally.

Amor jumped at his tone. Roman sensed that so he apologized calming down.

"I'll do whatever you want me to do. However, long it takes you to forgive me. I'll wait for you. I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here."

"Ou te misia ia te oe."

Roman spoke with his native tongue huskily. Amor hitched her breath knowing she loves when he speaks a different language.

"What does that mean?", Amor shakily breathes out.

"I miss you." He chuckles a bit , licking his lips.

"I already forgive you a long time ago. Not for you but for myself." Amor informs him.

Roman lights up inside."Really?"

"Yes." Amor answers back. "Well , I have to get up early. Goodnight." Before Roman could answer back Amor hangs up the phone.

Tbc.