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Dear Someone,

        It's been 3 days since I last wrote and I'm not sure why. I've had time to write, but just didn't have anything to say. And now, I feel like I have to tell you everything.

        Well on Tuesday I can't remember what I did, but I do remember one thing. I realized that it has been 42 days since my last period. When I told my mom this, she turns to me dead serious and says, "Did you have sex with Oliver?" I lost it at that point. I am 15 years old, have never had a real boyfriend, haven't even had my first kiss and she just asked me if I had sex!

        My parents are convinced we are dating or something when I can inform you there isn't. So we flirt sometimes, ok. Joe's parents must've told my parents something because now I can't go a day without Mom or Dad saying something and now every night since I have dreams related to the subject. I've had a dream I was dating Oliver, another I was dating Joe, and another one where me and Oliver defined our relationship since I was jealous when he flirted with other girls. And I know this topic isn't going to end since Joe's dad and step mom are getting married on Sunday and Oliver is going to be there along with my whole family. 

        Off the Oliver and Joe topic, yesterday I finally got my period and made it clear to Mom that I am certainly NOT pregnant. But now this means I am going to have it for my Jesse McCartney concert on tomorrow, the wedding, and Sam wants to go to the beach tomorrow and I probably shouldn't go because of it. Not to mention the fact that I get the worse cramps the first few days.

        Yesterday I had them really bad cramps and slept the whole evening. At 1 in the morning, since Sam and I were really hungry, we went to the dinner with John. That was really nice. It was an hour of John and I getting along and I really enjoyed it. Especially with him leaving next week to go back to college. It's a time I can remember without us arguing. And him and Sam as well since they usually bicker. 

        Today I am going to get a manicure which I usually get excited about. Maybe I'll upload a picture of them tomorrow. Since I already had my Oliver talk of the day with Mom, there won't be much to say later. I'll try to write soon. 

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