Ruth POV
It's been 2 days after the party and I still can't get it out off my head. I mean who could. Everything seems like a dream and I still can't believe that it happens.
It was like a recorded video replaying in my head that it is becoming very annoying now. Every feeling, every sound, every single frame of thousands of photos of every angle is stuck in my head like a slow playing video that stops in the end then rewind and play again.
"I know I don't have to do this but I really want to." I heard her say in the most seductive voice that makes me shiver and I felt my stomach contract.
Then I felt her lips touched mine and It was so sudden that it takes me a few seconds for me to realize that this is really happening. Her lips are the softest lips I ever kiss just like I imagine it will be. I felt her soft hands holding my face like she's making sure that I won't turn away. Who would dare turn away from her? I can taste the wine in her lips and smell her skin and shampoo. It was intoxicating, so nerve-racking. Suddenly, I can feel every cell in my body so alive. I don't want to open my eyes too afraid that this is just a dream. This is just so damn perfect to be real.
Her lips instantly make my whole body felt like I'm on fire. I can no longer hear the cheering. All I can hear is the beating of my heart like a loud bass in my chest.
I don't know when it started anymore but I just find myself melting that I had to hold on to her waist to keep from ourselves from falling.
Her kiss was so intense yet so gentle and all I could do is kiss her back with equal passion. She's such a good kisser.
Suddenly I just felt her bite my lower lips and I gasp providing her enough entrance as she brushes her tongue on my lower lips before entering my mouth.
"Ruth" I hear Miss Johnson's voice calling me as I felt someone tugging my shirt and found Jane smirking gesturing for me to look at the front.
I found myself almost all of the eyes in the room staring at me. Some are trying to stop themselves from laughing and some look quite annoyed from the interruption.
When I look up I saw the disappointed look in Miss Johnson's face. I can feel the heat in my cheeks, really embarrassed for zoning out. The worst part of all is that this is not the first time it happened today.
Damn Georgina!
"Ruth, can you stay behind after class?" Ms. Johnson asks as I sit up straight from my seat.
"Yes, Ms. Johnson." I sighed knowing I'm in trouble now.
I felt conscious now thinking that anyone may know what's on my head. I felt like there are eyes staring at me. I know I'm being paranoid and I'm being stupid but I can't help it.
Even why I step foot in the school today, I notice so many students staring at me. I tried to ignore the feeling of being watched. I tried to think that everything is just in my head but when I look at Beth beside me, she has the same look of confusion that knows she noticed everything to.
It started from curious stares to meaningful looks from others. Then while I'm my locker retrieving my things, some studies I never really knew started saying hi and all I can do is greet back.
I'm still wearing baggy clothes and my glasses. How stupid of me to think that they will not notice but I thought they will not care at all. But then I realize that meaningful stares only means one thing... They are trying to find Ruth in the party and in the mini-concert. They are trying to compare, asking questions as to why I look different.
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