Suicide had me wondering

Chapter 1

Clair was her name. She was beautiful. With short brown hair and brown eyes. She was an extrovert and always enjoyed talking to people and meeting new people. She was always smiling and laughing . Making silly jokes with her friends. She was always up for another new and exciting adventure. She had so many friends and everyone was very fond of her . Clair was never one to show people her emotions . She didn't like seeing other people being hurt either. No one ever disliked Clair for she was as sweet as a toffee apple. All the teachers at her school, Blue Royal high liked her . She only had one favourite teacher though who was her biggest role model. She was very down to earth and couldnt care less of what other people thought of her . Everyone knew her as this amazing , kind, brave and sincere young women. Every one thought they knew her very well . It would have to take someone very special for Clair to be their friend. Although she liked everyone she would never put the label of best friend on just anyone.

She was quite mysterious. Normally you take one look at a person and you can tell just who and what they are. Although Claire's friends knew her well, they soon realised that they didn't know her at all. She was a good actor ,that they knew . But how could they not notice that she has been pretending almost her whole life. How could her friends claim to be her friends but not help her. That must of been the reason she hated having friends.

Claire's story begins here. Everything she failed to say, every emotion she kept in .. people had to know the truth. One day she decided its time to stop lying . She wrote the most unexpected letter and was prepared to give it to her best friend Quinn.
Quinn knew her better than anyone and was honoured to be given this note. But what Clair told her before passing the note in her hand made her worry. "don't be honoured Quinn, Im sorry " she said.