Claire's note.
Quinn starts reading your letter the night you commited suicide. she wanted to understand why. she blamed herself.
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Quinn I am so sorry for what I am about to do. Just know that I would never want to hurt you or anyone. There is something wrong with me and I need help but so far the help that I've been getting isnt working. I've tried everything Quinn . I don't think anyone can help me . this condition cannot be treated. Quinn I love you so much. much more than I love myself. but I just can't take this anymore. everyone always thought I was happy. but I wasn't , I never am. even though I try so hard to enjoy every moment with my friends and family I still feel like this and I don't know why. I know you for so long and we were only best friends for a year. but if I stayed and didn't kill myself I know that we would've been strangers after a while. That's the reason I don't have best friends. I had before but they left me alone. and I promised myself that I would never let anyone get close to me. I thought that I was cursed and that I could never have a real friend. but you proved me wrong Quinn. I'm sorry that i didn't stay. I know you love me and that you care but not even you could help me. and for that I was angry. you never once asked me what's wrong. you didn't try and get through this with me. just like all the other times I had to face this alone. but I don't blame you. you were such a good friend and I know that you will be an amazing mother and wife someday. but all that just isn't for me. I lost hope. I told you but you didn't take me seriously. look Im sorry Quinn , really. but one day if you wake up and go to school and come home with no one at home just like I was please don't ever let it come to the point where you do the same thing I am going to do. Quinn you are so strong and I know you won't give up.
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with Quinn's eyes filled with tears and her heart filled with sadness she just fell to the floor. she didn't want to believe that her best friend was gone forever and she fainted...
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Suicide had me wondering
Short StoryNobody knew who and what Clair really was. They only saw the things she let them and she only showed them the things she wanted them to see. She is a 16 year old girl with much more inside of her than just everyone's opinions of her.
