The beautiful coldness the tears freeze you sit outside you could die, the wonderful thought waiting around depressed is nothing to want but it happens you love the feeling of the blade and pain you get addicted to the pain. It's a drug. Yes it's a drug what a beautiful word for it you get addicted and it's bad for you it's a DRUG wonderful. You drink your feelings away you smoke your feelings away but nothing will ever compare to the beautiful feeling of pain. All the disappointment all the sadness, all the thoughts everything disappears in those moments. Alcohol wears off you get down off your high from smoking put then pain is always there, one of which you want it to be gone but know it never will. Leave the cage be free everyday beautiful sounding that is. But you never know these thoughts till you go through problems.. You don't know the pain some say just because your smiling. People do know why your smiling and it's become a habit everything about life is a lie.
You want to die
But your scared to die
The cycle you go through every day
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