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Appa: Part 1

Date ~ January 29th 2016
Time ~ 11:03 PM

My tears could not be stopped.
Why did he do this to me?
After being together for 3 years, he cheats on me.
But...
Now there's a baby in the middle of this...

Date ~ October 2nd 2016
Time ~ 3:48 AM

My hand clutched onto the hospital bed as I screamed.
Doctor:"Push!"
I cried in frustration and agony.
I threw my head back and pushed with all my strength. This has been going on for 34 hours now, when will it end?
Doctor:"I can see the head!"
I pushed even harder and cries filled the room.
Nurse:"You have a healthy baby girl!"
I smiled hearing those words. After 9 months of waiting, she's here. After 34 hours of pain, she arrived.
They brought her over to me and placed her in my arms.
I held her closely to my chest, not wanting to be separated from her.
My mom and dad came into the room.
I could feel the tension. Yeah, they divorced 10 years ago.

YOUR POV

Date~ April 7th 2017
Time~ 7:02 AM

I opened my eyes to hear Seoyun's cries. I stood up and walked over to her crib.
Y/N:"Seoyun-ah, don't cry"
This is my daughter Seoyun

She's 6 months old and can crawl.
Her full name is: Choi Seo Yun.
She has my last name as she doesn't have a dad...he left us.
I picked her up and bounced her a little.
I'm sorry, Seoyun. I'm sorry that I can't give you a proper home. I'm sorry that we live in this tiny one bedroom apartment. I'm sorry that you don't have a dad. Her cries became quieter and I put her on my bed. I turned around and quickly got her clothes. I looked back and quickly stopped her from falling off of the bed.
Y/N:"Gotcha"
I put her clothes on

I kissed her forehead and smiled.
Y/N:"I love you~"
I took her to the kitchen and put her in her babyseat and put the TV on.
I went upstairs and got changed into this

I went down to her and saw her dancing cutely to the music.
I giggled and went into the pantry.
I grabbed her breakfast baby food and put a bib on her. I sat down next to her and began feeding her.
Y/N:"Hmm,should we go to the library today?"

NAMJOON POV | LIBRARY

I was walking around but behind one of the bookshelves I saw a young woman reaching for a book at the top.
I walked down the aisle and reached for the book. I looked at her and wow

She must be an angel.
???:"Thank you!"
I smiled at her
Namjoon:"It's fine, and you are?"
She smiled
???:I'm Y/N, it's nice to meet you! This is my daughter, Seoyun"
She's a mother? She looks so young though.
Namjoon:"You're a mother? You look too pretty and young to be a mother."
She looked down.
Y/N:"Well... I am kinda young...Hehe, I was born 31st March 1996"
Damn she is young.
Namjoon:"Where's your boyfriend? Don't tell me he lets his pretty girlfriend roaming around without protection"
I laughed but she just looked down.
Namjoon:"Are you okay?"
She nods
Y/N:"My boyfriend cheated on me and he didn't accept her...so she doesn't have an appa..."
Fuck. Now i feel guilty 😣
Namjoon:"Oh, I'm sorry. You must be really strong to do that on you're own though"
She smiled.
Y/N:"It is hard though. I have 3 jobs and today is my only day off then it's back to work."
I've never felt this bad for a person ever in my life. She does this alone?
Namjoon:"If you don't mind me asking, who takes care of her when you're at work?"
I said pointing at the baby in her pushchair.
Y/N:"My parents and my sister. I work at a salon on sundays from 11am to 2:30pm, that's when my sister takes care of her.On mondays and Wednesdays I work at a cafè from 5pm to 8:45pm, my dad takes care of her. And finally on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays, I work at a local shop from 12pm to 10pm, then Seoyun has my mom"
I sighed.
Namjoon:"It must be hard,huh?"
She nodded
Y/N:"The hardest bit is not seeing her as much as I want to"
She works so hard, whoever her ex is I hate him already.
Namjoon:"I'm sorry but I have to go. Have a nice day!"
I waved at her and she waved back.
Y/N:"Bye!"

3 PM

Jungkook:"Ooh, what is hyung thinking of?"
He said teasing me.
I just sighed
Taehyung:"It must be really serious,huh Namjoon?"
I hit the back of his head playfully.
Yoongi:"It's okay. You can tell us."
Namjoon:"Well..."
. . .
Hoseok:"Well?"
Namjoon:"When I went to the library today, there was this girl"
Jimin:"Ooooh, a girl"
He smirked at me.
Namjoon:"And I can't help but feel bad for her"
Jin:"Bad for her? Why?"
Namjoon:"Because she has a baby, has 3 jobs, and is a single mother. She must be so tired and stressed"
Jungkook:"That must be hard. Imagine it"
Jimin:"Aww c'mon you're making me feel bad now"
Namjoon:"Did i also mention she's only 21? Yeah, she turned 21 a week ago"
Yoongi:"Damn, she's young"
I nodded
Jin:"Well maybe try helping her out. Like, ask if she needs help with the baby."
Taehyung:"Yeah we could help too!"