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Appa: Part 4

YOUR POV

I sat in the corner clutching onto my knees.
Jay had left just a few minutes ago.
I looked at the bruises on my arms and legs.
God, he hit me hard. Why did he even come back? I thought we were finished.
I can't believe he did that...infront of Seoyun.
She saw it all, and I was looking at her the whole time. Showing her that I loved her and wouldn't let anything hurt her.
I crawled over to her and placed her in my lap.
Y/N:"Mianh-hae"
I pulled her close to me and cried.
I suddenly heard a knock on the door and wiped my tears.
I stood up and went to open the door.
I saw Namjoon standing there.
Y/N:"Namjoon? How did you know where I live?"
Namjoon:"I was visiting a friend when I heard screams come from here. I wanted to check if they were alright and it turned out to be you. Are you okay?"
Was I screaming that loud?
Y/N:"Yes...yes, i'm fine"
He looked down my body with wide-eyes.
Namjoon:"Y-Y/N...who was that person who just left?"
I looked everywhere but his eyes.
Y/N:"My e-ex"
He pulled me into a hug immediately.
Namjoon:"Did he do this to you?"
I nodded into his chest.
He walked in and shut the door.
Namjoon:" He didn't do it i-infront of Seoyun, did he?"
I nodded while sobbing.
Namjoon:"Oh my god..."
He walked into the living room and picked Seoyun up.
Y/N:"He was going to hurt Seoyun. I couldn't let him do that."
Namjoon looked down to Seoyun.
Namjoon:"You're so lucky to have your eomma"
I looked down.
But... i'm not a good eomma.
I'm too weak to take care of a child.
I have no help.
Namjoon:"Y/N?"
I looked back up.
Y/N:"Yes?"
Namjoon:"Are you okay? You're crying"
I nodded my head and wiped away my tears.
I sat down next to Namjoon and smiled at Seoyun.
Y/N:"You want a bottle?"
She grabbed one of my fingers and went to suck it but I took it away.
Y/N:"I guess you do"
With shaky legs, I made my way to the kitchen and made her bottle.
I walked back to the living room to see Namjoon playing with Seoyun.
I sat down and looked at Namjoon.
Y/N:"Do you want to give her the bottle?"
He looked at me.
Namjoon:"Okay"
I layed Seoyun down in his arms and gave him the bottle.
He put the bottle near her mouth and she began to drink it.
Namjoon:"Is this what i'll feel like when I have kids?"
I chuckled.
Y/N:"Well, what do you feel?"
Namjoon:"Fuzzy and warm"
Y/N:"Then, yes"
He smiled.
Namjoon:"It must be hard"
Y/N:"Hm?"
Namjoon:"Not having someone helping you with parenthood"
I sighed.
Y/N:"It is but you get used to it"
Namjoon opened his mouth to speak but no words came out his mouth.
I played with the hem of my oversized sweater.
Namjoon:"I'm sorry"
Y/N:"Why?"
Namjoon:"For... you know. Mentioning it"
Y/N:"It's fine. The more I talk about it the easier it gets if i'm being honest"
We both looked at eachother and locked eyes.
I could feel his face getting closer by the second.
In less than a second, I could feel his plump lips against mine.