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Appa: Part 3

I got back from work and saw my dad sitting on the sofa watching TV.
Y/N:"Hi appa"
He turned to me and smiled.
Appa:"Seoyun's asleep"
I nodded.
Appa:"I guess I should get going"
Y/N:"Goodbye and thank you"
He smiled and packed his things up.
I went to my bedroom and stood next to Seoyun's crib.
I smiled looking at her. She looked so pure and innocent.
Appa:"Goodbye Y/N"
I heard the door close and went to the bathroom.
I turned the shower head on and looked in the mirror. I was a mess. Under my eyes were dark bags. My hair was a mess. Seoyun needs a proper mom, not me.

NEXT MORNING | Y/N POV

I sat up hearing Seoyun's cries, I went over to her crib and picked her up.
Y/N:"Good morning~"
I sat down on my bed with her in my lap. I looked at the time and it read 7:43
I sighed and looked down at Seoyun.
Y/N:"I'm gonna miss my beautiful baby"
I kissed her nose and smiled.
Y/N:"Let's get dressed,hmm?"

20 MINUTES LATER

Y/N OUTFIT

SEOYUN OUTFIT

I went downstairs and opened the fridge. I looked for something to eat for breakfast and found a yoghurt.

20 MINUTES LATER

Me and Seoyun had just finished eating and I took her to the living room.
I sat down on the couch and turned the TV on.
Y/N:"What should we watch today?"
I flicked through the channels and found a kids TV show.
I left it on that and turned the volume up.
I sat down on the couch and looked at Seoyun.
I always feel so bad. She'll never have an appa...no one will want a kid that's not there's.
But, i'm trying to be a good eomma so she doesn't feel the need to have an appa. My phone began to ring, I reached over for it and accepted the call.
Namjoon:"Hi Y/N!"
Y/N:"Oh! Namjoon,good morning"
Namjoon:" How are you and Seoyun?"
Y/N:"We're good, how are you?"
Namjoon:"I'm fine"
Y/N:"That's good to hear"
Namjoon:"So, I was wondering if you want to go to the theme park with me?"
Y/N:"Well, I have work at 12 so... i'm not sure"
Namjoon:"O-ok."
Y/N:"I'm sorry"
Namjoon:"No, it's ok!"
Y/N:"Are you sure?"
Namjoon:"Yeah, it's fine. It's not your fault"
Y/N:"Okay, I have to go. Seoyun is whining"
I heard him chuckle on the other end.
Namjoon:"Okay, see you soon"
Y/N:"Bye~"
He hung up the call and I went over to Seoyun.
Y/N:"Baby, please don't cry. Eomma's right here."
I picked her up and kissed her nose.
Y/N:"My baby is too pretty to cry"
I brought her head close to my chest and held her in place.
I kept planting soft kisses on her hair.
Y/N:"I love you.I love you so much"
Her cries were silenced and she grabbed onto my finger.
Y/N:"My little baby grew up too fast."
I smiled at her and kissed her cheek.
Y/N:"You're so beautiful...you must have got his looks."
I sighed and looked down.
Why did he leave me? Why was I not good enough? I know i'm not pretty or have a curvy body but I gave him my love. I satisfied him when he needed satisfaction. I comforted him when he was upset. But he left me...
Why can't I move on? It's been over a year since he left but. . . my heart still hurts. Maybe it's the fact that we could've had a family but he was with someone else.
I bet he's happy now, he probably has a girl he loves, a mansion, money.

SATURDAY

Waking up to the same thing. Seoyun's cries. I walked over to her whilst rubbing my eyes.
Y/N:"Did my baby sleep well?"

10AM

Someone knocked on the door and I made my way to the door.
I opened it and saw..

Y/N:"J-jay?"
He's back...but why?He left me for another girl.
He walked in the house and i tried to stop him.
Jay:"What do you have to hide?"
He said smirking at me.
Y/N:"N-nothing it's ju--"
He had already saw Seoyun and looked at me.
Jay:"Oh, I see"
He went over to her and went to pick her up.
I ran over to him.
Y/N:"I c-can smell smoke on you from m-miles away, please don't"
He raised his eyebrows.
Jay:"Huh?"
He raised his hand and hit my shoulder harshly.
Jay:"It's mine isn't it?"
I looked down holding my shoulder.
Jay:"So it is?"
Y/N:"P-please don't hurt h-her"
He looked at me.
Jay:"Well. . . that was the thing i came to do"
Y/N:"No! Please! She has nothing to do with this! You can hurt me! Do whatever you want but I beg you don't hurt her"
He smirked and put her down.
Jay:"This should be fun"
He said whilst undoing his belt.