Chapter 12

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This was our 31st day living together.
"Do you want me to teach you? Sex?" She asked me again.
Did I want to? For exactly 31 nights I have been praying and praying for this miracle. My immediate response was to jump on her saying thank you over and over like a mad man and going to town on her like I had long dreamed of. That is what was supposed to happen. And the grand finale was supposed to be us both yelling and cumming. But...something made me feel like saying no.
"Why..?" I questioned.
"Huh?" She was confused.
"Why would you say that all of a sudden?" I asked.
"Just...so you can use it later on her." She replied.
For some reason hearing that made me angry. I felt disappointed.
"No thanks, I know how to have sex." I said, turning away and laying down.
"No you dont" Raven says.
"Yes I do!! I've done it before!! And I'm alot older than you too!!" I yelled.
"You dont know how to." She continued to say. "Jumping on top...stripping someone...fucking them. You dont care about the other person at all. Thats not sex. Thats just violence." She said, looking away from me.
At that moment I understood exaxtly what she was talking about. She was talking about that day. What happend on that strange night. I had nothing to say. I couldnt help but understand exactly what she was saying. Maybe...maybe thats why I stopped myself that night.
"Anyway, give me a straight answer. Do you want me to teach you sex?" She asked a final time.
Of couse I did. It was my one wish. But...I had to say no. What I want...is her. Just her and her alone...without any extraneous reasons. So I turned over to end my night. So I thought. Raven climbed over me and turned my head to look at her.
"In that case...let me teach you this." She said, before toungue kissing me.
A kiss. No, my first real kiss. Thats when I realized I didnt know anything about kissing until that moment. I could hear the bells ringing in my head. And I was chasing after them in my head. Without realizing it, my hands were going inside the backside of her panties. Thats when I felt a smack.

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