I woke up to a sharp pine in my head and back. I try to look around to see where I was, it was too dark. "M-muds....M-MUDS" I yell which causes a groaning sound from right beside me. Then I was blinded by a light, oh wait that's just Murdoc phone light. " hey bluebird, you okay?" I nod and sat up, where the hell were we!? "If you were wondering were in my room, I'm guessing Russel found out about the window, Thus being in this place!" He sounds sarcastic but I don't reply I just nod. I try to stand up but I fail my knee fell weak. "Can you find me some pain pills? please" Murdoc nods and gets up and starts to look around, or course since it's his room it didn't take him long to find a stray bottle of painkillers, I pop 4 in my mouth and swallow them dry.
MURDOC POV
I honestly didn't know what to say, I felt..empty for some reason I wasn't sure why though. I look under my bed a grab a unopened beer and chugged it. I'm only going to drink one so I don't hurt Stu, him seems "beat up" enough already. "You wanna lay down in my bed and gets some rest?" I asked, he nods and I help him to the bed and sit on the edge lightly touching his hair as he drifts to sleep. AHG WHY DOES HE LOOK SO CUTE WHEN HE SLEEPS?!!!!! Ugh never mind we'll never know the answer. I'm still remembering the events of last night.
Flashback
I woke up to being dragged by Noodle. She realize I was awake and was about to knock me back out before I'd told her something. " Let this last a bit longer" Noodle stood there confused but then she soon found her train of thought. "DO YOU LOVE TOOCHIE?!" She practically almost screams I calm her down and explain everything that has happened. She had a plan, and I was all in. After discussion I played dead and made Noodle drag me again, I hit my head several times from her pulling me up the bloody stairs.
END OF FLASHBACK
I realized that I was still petting 2Ds hair and I quickly stopped and got up and grabbed my journal. I start from the beginning and read all the way up to the present day, I've had this baby since Stu was in a coma. I see my feelings change through out every page, paragraph, sentence and word. I feel awful I'm the reason he's like this, why didn't he leave? He has had the chance countless times and he's chosen to stay but why? I felt my eyes stinging I realized I was crying, fuck I was trying to stop myself but it was a flood from my eyes and the most I can do I'm cry into something. I felt arms wrapped around me and I didn't look up I knew it was Stu. I turned around and hugged him and sobbed into his chest he didn't say anything he just sat there comforting me.
2D POV
I sat there hugging Murdoc I knew why he was crying, I woke up to him reading his journal out loud, he sometimes doesn't realize that he's reading like that. I know he was a bad person but the past is the past, he has a future that he can change for the good. Lean to his and whispered " I never left because I knew you cared" he looks up at me and softly smiles I wipe his tears away then he apologizes about soaking my shirt. I just smile and shake my head and pulled off my shirt, Murdoc stared at me the whole time as I tried to look for a shirt that at least smelt clean. I finally fin a black tank top and slipped it on he was still looking at me so I broke the silence. "I'm trying to show off my muscles" I say while flexing, Murdoc laughs and examines my arms. "The only your showing off is bone luv" he smile but it look more concerned than happy. I know I have a eating problem but it's like I don't force it on myself, I don't have a very big appetite. I brush off the negative thoughts and look around to see if he has another instrument other than his bass. I found a melodica Lying under the bed he got the hint and grabbedv his bass and we started to play songs from our previous albums.
Time skip
After about a couple hours of play we were both exhausted and decided to great ready for bed. We had strip down to our boxers and were now laying in the bed wit me laying on his chest listening to his heart beat. " Stu, I am sorry for everything" I look up in confusion and dismissed the words, I didn't need to hear because I already knew. I lean in softly kiss him And he kissed back. I trailed down to his neck and back up. I heard a very soft moan. " guess I'm not the bottom boy" I whispered he smirked at me "wanna bet" i giggles and whispered in his ear "Try me" which wasn't the best choice on my part.
Kon'nichiwa! I made sure to give a extra long chapter to make up for everything. And also but ready for smut the next chapter. How are y'all liking this story? And look at this typo I made when I first wrote the chapter
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