xxIf I Stay xx
September 1st 2014
"ashton wake the fuck up" Said my dear beloved father.
He hates me,
Always have,
Even more since i killed my family,
My sister in a car crash christmas eve
My brother tried to kill himself because i wasnt the same 'ashy' as before, and is stuck in the hospital where i'll soon be heading
And my mom? Nobody knows where she is. My step father stuck with me, only for the money the government pays him to fuel his drug addiction.
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It was a day after school when me and mike went back to my place to study. School had been good since.. what happened. I had learned to deal with my grief, putting my anger into music.
Mike and i ran up to my room, the normal routine to play fifa or something on my xbox.
You could hear the music from my brothers room. Poor harry, i ruined his life.
Michael usually goes and checks on him whenever he's over. They kind of connect, i dont know why but i sometimes feels he's my brothers best friend more than mine.
"Harry? How ya doing buddy? can i come in" Mike did his normal routine of knocking, but when no buddy answered there was kind of an awkward silence and then the sound of a door breaking open and then a loud scream.
Confused, i ran to my brother's door to see two figures leaned down near the furthest window. What could've happened?
"Michael?"
Moving closer to him, i saw a pill bottle, and an empty water bottle. Immediately i knew the situtauon. Instead of crying, and freaking out, i just stood there. Used to the pain and hurt of losing someone this important. I eventuallt heard the familair sounds of sirens and saw the lights. It wasn't a good situation to be in for me, so i left. I stood up and left and went to the only place i could think of at the time, skylar's
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mama IRWIN IS LIKE BEST IN ALL THE LASHTON FAMFICS BUT NOW
THIS WAS REALLY SHORT BUT ASH TONS MAMA IRWIN VIEW IS NEXT
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*2016 update i sucked at writing?? i think i was trying to channel my feelings into it with blah blah blah Harry killed himself! his mom died!! im changing this for the better
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