xx If I Stay xx
Ashtons POV
"Wake the fuck up that emo kid you call a friend is here"
Again my dad walked and yelled at me, for the solid reason of hatred.
A second later Mike walked in, with a big grin and goody two shoes attitude.
"Ashton cmon its the first day of school"
And right after he said that, as per the usual routine
"And dont do all that i dont talk shit on me cuz you always talk to me"
I sat up and stared him, rolling my eyes at his stubbornness. He is the only one i talk to, the only person i trust right now
"Fine What time is it michael"
He stares at me in shock, because i havent talked to anyone in months, not even him even if he is my best friend. The grin that had dissappeared was back.
"Its 6:30 That means we can still get in school early and have time to eat
"i dont eat"
" ill shove it down your throught"
i stood up and went to get dressed, i wore what i wear everyday jeans and a sweatshirt. To cover my disgusting body that no one, not even my mother liked.
After bout 20 minutes we left the house and got in michaels car. I dont use a car anymore since *stutters* lauren But michael drives me everywhere i need to go which is basically nowhere all i ever really need to do is clothes shop I dont eat so Whats the point in food shopping..
i took out my phone and went on twitter. No one on here knows who i because of my all time low fan account @ATLISFREAKINLFE. It gives me a life, 14.5k people follow me and make me feel happy, but they think im Anthony, the boy from Boston who loves life and everything a normal person does.
Michael only knows about it And he loves them too, he puts in a CD, and ironically its Blink.
But The song that played reminded me of the hurt and pain of that night. I started crying, only to be lead to my brain, who gives me these feelings.
I miss you alot lauren,
mum,
harry,
"Im sorry mate let me turn it off"
"no leave it on"
"okay?..."
Lauren im sorry I killed you, I should've been responsible enough to watcb the road.
I told michael to stop the car, we were infront some random place,I got out and told him to go to school. This was a normal accuracance, my little pointless meltdowns.
"Im not leaving you alone"
"Go"
I walked in, and bumped into someone. A giant someone ,with blazing blue eyes, and a huge wad of blonde hair ontop of his head. An identical one next to him.
Theres two?
I was on my ass staring at them, starstruck i stayed sitting there before someone said something.
"Sorry About that mate" Said one of then with a phone in his hand and headphones in his ear (only one)
"this idiot Doesnt look at anything except his phone" a really skinny smiley one said.
"Im Luke And that's Robert"
"Were the hemmo twins" Said the kid still looking at his phone, rude? Could atleast make eye contact while telling me your stage name.
An asain kid walked up to them, adhd ridden and a caffeine drink in his hand
"Guys hurry your asses up!!"
"And thats calum..Our kind of adopted bro, long story. And you are" Luke put his hand out and pulled me up off the ground.
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