Tomdaya: Your Absolutely Beautiful Song

You Think It's Stupid

tomholland2013

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tomholland2013 had a great laugh on set with @lifeisaloha

lifeisaloha it's hard not to laugh at your voice cracks 😂

zendaya I 100% agree. Especially when they happen all the time 😂

tomholland2013 fuck off @zendaya

Tomdayafan#1 aw, their bickering is adorable😍

zevor zevor is better than tomdayas bickering

Tomdayafan#1 @zevor you're way out of wack

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Tom

    "Tom! Tom!" Jon yelled from on set.
    "Yeah?" I said as I saw him run into sight.
    "Have you seen Zendaya? She has a scene and no one can find her."
    "Did you check her trailer?"
    "Yes."
    "I think I know where she is. I'll go get her."
    "Where is she?"
     "It's a private place."
    "Ah, Okay. Be quick."
    "Yep." I said as I started to walk to the roof of the building we were filming in. Zendaya can get stressed fast so she told me she likes to meditate. She does it all the time. And I know that sounds stupid, but she said it works. And because everybody is always loud down where our trailers are, so she gets ready on the roof. I helped her install a mirror up there so she can do her makeup. I walked up the stairs and opened the door.
     Zendaya was standing in front of the mirror. She was lifting up one side of her shirt like she was looking at something on her side. Soon as I opened the door, she quickly put it down and sat down in a chair that she had lugged up the stairs.
     "Hey," I said.
    She turned to face me. She looked relieved. "Oh, hi Tom. I thought you were someone else." She turned back around and went back to doing her makeup. Right before she was about to put the stuff that covers up stuff on her face, I saw a cut surrounded by a bruise on her cheek bone.
    "Daya, what's that?" I steped closer and she flinched a little and moved away.
    "Nothing."
    "Zendaya. You can talk to me. I promise."
    I looked at her through the mirror and saw she was holding back tears. I walked over to her and opened my arms not sure if she wanted to be held. But she came into my arms almost as fast as I opened them.
     She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight and hugged her back gently swaying us side to side.
    "What's wrong Zendaya? You can tell me."
    She shook her head.
    "Yes you can Z."
    "I can't."
    I pulled away a little just enough to see her face. I moved a piece of hair away from her face. "Zendaya,"
    "I can't Tom, I just can't." I felt her start breathing faster and breathing short breaths. I stoped asking.
    "Okay, that's okay. Just breathe, breathe. Here, sit down." I said as she sat down in the chair and I squatted down in front of her. She closed her eyes and within a minute she had calmed down.
    "How did you calm down so fast?" I asked.
    "You're going to say it sounds stupid."
    "I won't, I promise."
    "Whenever I get stressed or I need to calm down or clear my mind, I imagine myself somewhere else. Somewhere quiet, peaceful, my dream place." She said sort of smiling.
    "Where do you imagine?"
    She hesitated for a second then said, "I imagine myself sitting in a field, with giant oak trees swaying in the early Autumn breeze, a golden sun is shining on my face and all my thoughts are tangled with the song of a mockingbird."
    I didn't say anything.
    "See. You think it's stupid."
    "No I don't. It's a good thing it helps you."
    She laughed. "But you think it's stupid."
    I laughed. "No, I've just never heard of someone doing that."
    "Yeah, my mom taught it to me when I was younger. You should try it."
    "Nah, I'm good."
    "Why? 'Cause you think it's stupid?"
    We both laughed. "For the millionth time, it doesn't sound stupid."
    I stoped laughing and she frowned. I grabbed her hands. "Zendaya,"
    "Tom, I told you, I can't...."
    "'Cause you think I'll think it sounds stupid?"
    She smiled. I slowly reached up and touched my thumb to her cheek. "Did someone do this to you?"
    She looked away. "No, no. I just....just fell down the stairs. You know me." She fake laughed. "Always falling."
    I sighed. "Okay then. I won't ask anymore. But, you need to know that you can trust me and can tell me anything."
    "I know."
    "Okay." I smiled. "Well, Jon needs you down for some scenes to shoot."
    "He does?"
    "Yeah,"
    "Okay I'm coming. Let's go."

tomholland2013

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tomholland2014 Friends are the family you get to choose and can trust❤️

hazosterfield love you bros

tomholland2013 Love you too bro

tonyrevolori I love my five wifes😘

lauraharrier you guys are idiots

lifeisaloha love all around❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

zendaya_143 how come z didn't like? @perfectiondaya

perfectiondaya it says she's active

tomholland2013 love you too Zendaya❤️

zendaya_143 I just died