Beautiful Boy

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Boy you say you love me

you chase after me

your arms outstretched

i am not within your reach


Beautiful Boy

you promised me the world

certainty in your every word

dark eyes Blazing

do you realise you long for a ghost?


oh dear Boy

you edge closer to me

i feel your heat on my shoulder

i move away

you think I'm being shy

i am not


Boy yes

i smile and laugh

But your mind plays tricks

you see this as my lust

my want

and you fall deeper


delusional boy

you do not love me

you do not know me

i am not apart of the world like you

you walk in the light and are loved

and I have never once been seen



i am in Bed the smell of peppermint tea and paper

at the Beach at night the waves silvery and wild

the corners of my mind enclose me

there my world lives

Brilliant, dark and safe

the person you see

the person you love

she is not real


she is the love interest to your own story

dazzling smile and a skip in her step

a Backstory of safety and nurture

pure and Beautiful

untouched

undamaged



so Boy

when you tell me you love me

i sink

deeper and deeper away

for I am a stranger

and you have fallen for another


so Boy

when i say i don't love you

Believe me

Because i am not yours

not every girl is like your mother

kind hearted and humble

forgiving of your missteps

your close minded views


i don't have to play a role in your story boy

if a girl says doesn't want you

she is not being shy or coy

she doesn't want you

Believe me boy

not everyone does

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 17, 2018 ⏰

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