Desires

part two

"She didn't know where all this courage came from, but she would take advantage of it. Did he feel that way too? a restlessness bubbling in his stomach?

Sanem didn't take long to find out, because even before she knocked the door, a very determined Can was looking at her."

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Can looked at Sanem as if she had heard him. How could he sleep knowing she was on the other side? He needed to end this suffering, talk how he was feeling and there she was. With big bright eyes and open mouth ready to say something. What was she thinking? He knew she felt the same way he did, but what if she didn't? If she had come at his door to say that she wants to leave?

No. He needed to show her everything. Everything she means to him

"Can.."

Without waiting a minute longer he kissed her. Soft, tender lips settling upon his.

It wasn't the first time they kissed but it was different. All the sexual tension that was between both, everything that was happening was determined to arrive at this. In this house and at this moment.

And he knew what would happen next. His hands began to tremble.

Suddenly he stopped the kiss. What if it was too much for her? If she didn't want the same thing?

He stepped back and looked at her face and exhaled loudly.He could see her breathless and the darker eyes he'd seen. She could be embarrassed inside but there was a determined look on her that asked him to continue.

Before he even thought, she kissed him.

His gasp got stuck in his throat as her lips started to tremble against his, his eyes stinging, his heart full.

His mouth pressed onto hers more firmly, his hands on her face bringing her more close. He kissed her back, asking for passage with his tongue, she opened it for him.

Can groaned.

He felt her taste, sweet as she was and soon discovered that it was addictive

He needed her and she needed him.

And they took their time, exploring each other's mouth until oxygen became necessary.

And slowly he saw her hands touching his hair that was free from the bun he always wore. He could see the surprise in her eyes, he didn't like people to see him like that but with her it was like a normal scene in their lives. He could see all the love and affection she feel for him, he was only Can this time, not Divit, or Can Bey, just Can for her.

He can't help himself to close his eyes while she gently ran her fingers through his hair.

"I know I told you that you are handsome and everything but you are more than that. You are the person I fell in love with, a kind, sincere person who does everything for everyone. I'm glad you let me come in and I want you to know that I want to share everything with you, starting for now. I trust you Can." Sanem said looking at his eyes.

He didn't dare breathe. He knew what this means and almost didn't believe it.

"Sanem... Are.. Are you sure about this?" He could hardly contain himself. "You know we don't have to do anything you don't want, we can talk or ... "

Sanem smiled. "It's okay, I said that I trust you. Completely."

and he lost. "Seni seviyorum" he said looking into her eyes.

She gripped at his hair, pulling him closer, so close there was no space between them anymore. And then, before she could blink, his hands were under her hips, right on her ass, picking her up right against his torso, a loud yelp leaving her at his very hot, and very sexy display of strength. She wrapped her legs around him, he didn't break the kiss for a second holding her up, so close that she was burning in his arms, feeling the muscles flex all around her.

Slowly, Can locked the door and walked with Sanem where he gently placed her on his bed.

He kissed her full face until it reached her neck. His favorite place, the smell he knew was only his, leaving him crazy for pleasure. "Sanem"he mouthed while she explores his naked torso with delicate fingers.

She felt him press more solidly into her, right against her heat. A loud mewl left her lips, swallowed by his and his hands traveled under his shirt she wore.

Sanem felt the fire spearing through her body, making her so hot she felt she would combust as she kissed him with everything she was and everything she could be in his arms, unashamed of the pleasure he incited in her.

"Your scent drives me crazy Sanem, I can't imagine anyone else with it." He whispering in her ear. "I'm yours and you are mine."

and then he took off her shirt. His heart stopped.

He couldn't believe in such beauty. Her hair sprawled across the pillow, flaming eyes, wearing only underwear. He has seen many beautiful places, breathtaking landscapes but this. GOD

Nothing compares to seeing her like this.

He saw a little shame passed through her coloring her breasts and her face. He had promised that it would show how she was under his eyes. And he did.

He kissed every inch of her skin, always whispering how beautiful she was, how special she was for him. Everything.

Sanem didn't know if he could take it any longer. Every bit of her screamed for him. She needed more. Or she would explode with hungry.

She mapped his whole body with her own hands. Every stroke, every muscle belongs only to her. And she wanted all the women around him to know that.

She plunged her mouth into his neck, rubbing her hips against his, hoping he would understand the message. He groaned in response lost in the sensation of her so close to him

Sanem watched his eyes flutter closed before he opened them again, a look of determined concentration on his face.

"Are you sure?"

Sanem nodded in response. "With all the certainty of the world"

She didn't know what she was expecting but that was much more than she imagined. He was everywhere, every bit of her dominated by him. All she could hear was the moans muffled by the rain outside.

"You are so beautiful, so beautiful Sanem.." he growled into her neck.

She could feel all the love and affection in every movement of him.

Can knew he couldn't hold it any longer. Had her whole body wrapped around his, her legs bringing him inside. He felt that he could die of happiness at any moment.

"Can" She calls feeling his mouth on her breasts. She scraped her nails on his scalp and curled his hair tightly.

Can felt a strong shiver down his spine and with a last groan the world exploded around them.

With her heart thundering Sanem felt her whole body shaking violently. A wave of pleasure dominated her senses as she breathed.

"Are you okay?" She could hear Can asking while he stroked her face. Putting together all the energy left Sanem waved.

She felt him move away and before she complained she felt a blanket and his body next to hers.

With a kiss on the forehead she slept listening to the sound of rain and his breath near her.