It began in my dreams ~A Bughead Story~

Gone

Betty's POV

I couldn't believe it there he was with his lips kissing someone who isn't me. "I trusted him" I mumble to myself "why would he do this to me?" I ask to myself.
Then that is when I got to his trailer. I got everything I owned and I even wrote a message on his bathroom mirror. I went in his room to see if I forgot anything then I looked on his desk. My diary. "The damn thing that stared this mess." I whispered. I started to cry more and started to leave. I walked out the door and froze at the noise of a motorcycle in the distance. Jughead.

I panicked and ran behind the trailer. I heard him drive up to the trailer and bang the door shut. I waited a few moments. I started to cry as I heard Jughead start to cry through the walls of the trailer. That's when I ran home.

•••

I opened the door to my siblings sitting in the kitchen. "Look who is finally here!" Polly yelled happily from the kitchen with then I heard a chuckle from Chic "Yeah I am going to bed I am really tired" I yelled back and rushed up the stairs so they couldn't see my tear stained face.

I finally got to my room and flopped on my bed and dropped all of my things on the floor. I changed into my pjs and washed my face then decided to write a little.

November 19

I have been crying about an hour long. Today I was betrayed by the person I had trusted most in this world. I sacrificed everything for him. I joined a gang because of him. My life changed because of him. He even told me he loved me then I said it back. We were so close to doing it until the disrespectful brat of a mother he has interrupted. All of that in one weekend I didn't leave his side. Then as I did the stupid serpent dance for him he is of kissing some pink haired short son of a bitch girl named Toni Topaz. Now after everything that happened I feel weaker then anything.

I put my pen down and started to cry again. Then the thoughts hit me like a truck.

He doesn't want you

He wants a skinny girl who is bad ass and long beautiful hair someone like Toni not you

You are a fat ugly girl

You deserve to feel this way

Your mother is telling the truth you need to just quit eating

You are a horrible person who deserves nothing

I could feel the tears fall out of my eyes. It hurt these thought. So got up and went to the bathroom and opened the cabinet. My blades my old habits creeping up on me once more. I lift up my shirt and pierce the skin on my stomach. Each tear of flesh more and more tears escaped my eyes. Then my arms.

He doesn't love you

You aren't good enough

I kept crying and cutting until I felt relief. All of my aggression all of my anger all of my pain just gone. I felt numb. I got up and ran the shower.

I watched the blood go down the drain as I just started. He doesn't love me anymore. I stood there then treated my hair and washed my skin. Then I dried off and got new pjs and went to bed feeling nothing just as before.

"Mmmm Jughead" I moaned as I felt his teeth softly bite into my neck. He picked me up as he walked to his couch. "Tell me you love me Betty" I giggled and pulled my head back " Jughead Jones I love you more the I loved anything else" he smiled "Now it is your turn tell me you love me" he looked at me and smiled "I can't do that" I dropped my smile "wha-what?" He slightly shook his head "Why would I love you?" I could feel it become harder to breath

Beep beep beep beep

I woke up with sweat glazed on my forehead and on my palms. Oh my god the dreams are back.

This time they are ten times worse.