"its gonna be alright"

awakening

Pidge POV
I started gaining conscious as i looked around the room..but, where was i? Shit...im in a healing pod..and whos that? I see someone sitting on the floor crying..but i cant recognize them since my vision is still blurry..the healing pod opens as i fall into someone's arms..its lance..

Lance POV
I still cant believe she did this to herself..i sat on the floor and began to cry, i examined my ribs..i havent eaten since she has been in that pod,..i got up to get a blanket since it was freezing. But.. As soon as i got up the pod opened and i rushed to catch pidge in my arms, her eyes fluttered opened as i blushed and hugged her letting a tear roll down my face, "k-katie..why did you do this..i love you so much! " i sobbed as she hugged back "im sorry lance, I couldnt handle the pain..and.i love you too.." She whispered, she loves me too?. She loves me too! I hugged on to her tighter as the group walked in..
Shiro stared at us and helped us up anf brought us to get something to eat.
Im happy that she loves me..but i love her more!

No ones POV
Pidge and lance ate like it was the end of the world! They were both shoveling space goo in their mouths. Shiro broke the silence "pidge we need to talk..youre not in trouble...but we need to talk".. "O-okay" pidge said with her mouth still full.
Lance smiled at pidge as she smiled back..though her smile was fake it seemed real.

Time skip brought to you by my lazy ass!
(No ones POV) (In shiros room
Shiro wanted to talk to pidge about what she had done. There was a knock at the door "come in!" Shiro exclaimed
Pidge opened the door, shiro patted the bed to signal her to sit down, "w-what did you want to t-talk ab-bout?" Pidge asked nervously. "I wanted to talk about what you did, but first why did you do that?" Shiro said in the most calming voice.
"Because,  i couldnt handle the pain anymore..you know about my dad and brothers..death" she let a tear roll down her face, shiro (being a good space dad) pulled her into a hug, "please katie..please never do this again..i love you..(not in a pedo way!!)"

Pidge was excused to leave as she left, she let tears roll down her face, she knew she wasnt happy..she ran to her room and locked the door as she looked for her blade, once she found it she began..again. One..two..three..four..five...six.. She counted as she sliced each time blood seeping out..

Pidge POV
I sliced my skin, i knew it was wrong but it felt so good, i felt safe and relieved, i cleaned up the blood and walked to the bathroom, but i stopped at my mirror and saw how fat i was getting "shit..i ate right after getting out of the pod" i whispered to myself, i walked to the toilet and kneeled down as i put two fingers in my mouth making me gag i didnt stop till i threw up everything I had eaten..its funny how they think im now happy..well im the exact opposite of happy..

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I am so sorry for not updating in a week!! Ive just been dealing with shit...so yeet..ill try to update soon!! Thanks for reading!!💚💚💚💙💙💙