Always There

It was always there

I tried to ignore it, I swear

But its power grew strong

Made me felt like I didn't belong

‘Cause I guess I knew all along

I could only live so long.

It follows me everywhere

But camouflages itself from toe to hair

And when the coast is clear

It will always appear

But in my head, I know it was always there.

It pushes me down

It pushes around

I have lost the feeling of what it felt

To feel safe and sound

So I let it beat me down

Let it made me look like a clown

As I slowly drown.

I have now lost myself

It has won

So all I do is listen to sad songs

And wait for the day to come.