I Won't Give In (Ashe x Reader)

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((Hey, I'm off of Hiatus now. I'll try and get back to updating every other day again.))

The next morning...

You let your eyes flutter open, suprised not to see light streaming through your broken curtains, since Max accidentally shot through it while hunting. Instead there was just a dark ceiling.

A scream of panic almost escaped you lips, until you remembered last night. Ashe killed Max, she kidnapped you, and you.. 'Oh my god..' You thought, sitting up, 'I fucking had sex with her, what the fuck..'

Suddenly you became self conscious, noticing you had no clothes on. Quickly you covered up your body with the blanket. You saw your different pieces of clothing, along with Ashes, scattered all around on the floor.

Ashe was no where in sight, so you slipped out of the bed to the floor, looking for all your clothes. You sighed, seeing your bra was in half and your pants were ripped at the waist band, as well with your underwear.

You only now start to hear the shower running in the connected bathroom. You peek to see the door is creaked open, letting a little light into the room.

By that you guessed Ashe was taking a shower. To be honest, you probably needed one to, sweat still stuck to you skin. You still couldn't get over the fact of what you did last night, you could hardly remember it, and it all feels too surreal.

After gathering enough courage you stood up and walked up to the door, you needed clothes, unless you just wanted to wear your button up shirt. You slowly pushed open the door, peeking in, using the door to cover your naked body.

"Uh, hey, Ashe?" You basically squeaked out. Ashes figure was blurred from your vision by the fog on the shower glass, but you could see her turn to face you, "Hmm, your up early, sweetheart. Do you need something?"

"Yeah.." you stuttered in embarrassment, "Do you have any extra clothes?" You looked away from her to show you were modest to not look at her, though you could see nothing.

"Of course, doll." She seemed tired, but she still spoke with the same sweetness from earlier, "In the closet, look to the bottom drawer of the left cabinet drawer, I have my casual clothes for when I go under cover there."

You smiled, "Thanks." She went back to washing her skin, "Of course, darling.." You left and closed the door, walking over to the cloest, it was suprisingly bigger that you'd imagine I'd be.

After looking through the drawer of clothes, you found some clothes you liked. Black leggings and a red hoodie that was a bit to big on you height wise, Ashes long figure being much taller than yours. Then of course you got undergarments.

You just sat with your legs crossed on the floor, really just taking a moment to think of every moment leading up to this. Never in your life would you think you'd been in a room that has above decent air conditioning.

Growing up poor was hard for you, especially in the city, going to school with a bunch of rich kids. When you parents died 6 years ago because of an attack on your city you finally moved to a more secluded area of America.

That's when the Sheriff found you, he gave you shelter, water, food, and a job, he gave you a purpose. You brought your legs up to your chest, hugging them closer to you, thinking about your burned home, first a burned city with your parents, then a burned small town with the Sheriff.

Before you even noticed tears spilling from your eyes, Ashe walked out of the bashroom. You quickly pushed yourself away from the entrance of the cloest, hoping Ashe would leave for work and forget you were there.

"Y/n?" Shit... you let your head fall on your knees, trying to supress you sobs. "Y/n darling?" You heard her heels click against the dark wood floor, getting closer and closer to you.

Her steps stopped outside the closet foor, before they quickly made a few steps to you. She kneeled down next to you, guiding your chin up slowly with her hand. "What's wrong?" She spoke quietly, trying not to overwhelm you more than you already were.

"N-nothing.." you sobbed, looking down again, not daring to look at her, "It's just..." you tried to calm yourself as much as you could before speaking up, "Why did you do it.. why did you burn down Kidenstale.. there was children, elders, and mothers that you killed when you set it on fire.."

You started to drop your lover state, and let deputy you take over, hate filling you. She killed your people, when you tried to protect them, and that's the only reason why. "Oh.. sweetie.." she sighed, sitting down fully.

She pulled you onto her lap, embracing you tightly, "It was for you, darling.. they were between us.." she petted your hair as she spoke, nuzzling her head in the crook of your neck, "One day you'll understand.."

((Oof, this was kinda just an aftermath chapter, nothing too important. Half of this was written before I went on Hiatus, so it might be a little awkward to read since the second half is probably worse.))