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Okay so I really really really wanna do this character ask, so, at least 10 questions for each will be great, and maybe the more questions the quicker the update. Just remember that. The more questions asked, the quicker chapters will be up ^_^
Also this chapter may be a tad confusing so let me explain: it's in Luke's POV/Third Person POV, but it's a series of short flashbacks from when he was younger (: so trigger warning has now been sent out xoxo
alcohol use is also in this once xo
And it's going to be short((but at least you'll know more about Luke!))
Okay thanks for reading this (: (:
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Third Person
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The room was filled with quiet sobs and cries, as a lanky blonde boy curled up more in the corner.
To say this 13 year old was broken was an understatement. He was beyond broken. The boy had cuts covering the bottom part of his forearm, and his thighs weren't any better.
He just sat there sobbing, crying, wailing, just wanting to be free. It wouldn't be the first time he's tried. He's tried plenty of times before.
Never hung himself though. With that you either strangle yourself, which will take ages, or you snap your neck, but theres a slight chance that won't even work. So he only used pills. His happy little pills that took him away and dried his eyes, but only for a little while.
The boy stood up on shaky legs, stumbling to the bathroom, grabbing his pills, and pouring out a handful. He sighed and glared at his reflection and just as he put his hand to his lips, he passed out.
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Luke
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It's been two weeks since I passed out from blood loss.
Two weeks since I tried to overdose for the 5th time.
Sighing, I looked around at everyone and their damn drugs. I was against drugs, well, unless it was a smoke, aka death stick, not a joint or whatever.
Taking another swig of my drink. Yes I'm underage, but it's better then my blade. I sighed and glared at all the couples and laughing people. God I hated that.
Happy. Ugh it makes me sick. I hate happy. I hate the times when I was happy. I hate happy people. Happy couples. Happy songs. Anything happy.
The reason for this is simple.
I wanted nothing more then to be happy, but I knew I never would be happy again. Ever.
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Luke
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I walked into the place I'd soon hate, looking around. My mum just dropped and ran. Meaning she left me hear with a simple goodbye and drove off, leaving me to sign in myself. Alone. I gulped as a man, maybe in his late 20s early 30s walked up to me.
"You must be Luke! Welcome!" I faked a smile, waving, before pulling down the sleeves of my jumper down, creating sweater paws. The man smiled ay me. "I'm Dr. Smith. I won't be your doctor though, Dr. Styles will be. Dr. Styles!"
A tall man with a mop of curly dark brown hair walked into the rook shortly after being called, he gave me a cheerful smile and waved. I just returned the wave.
"I assume you're Luke, So I'll be taking you to your room. Let's goooo!" He grinned and helped me with my bags, taking me to my room.
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After a long tour and explanation of the times and what happens here, I was free to wonder, so I did.
As I walked around I bumped into a boy about my age, and height, walking the opposite way, head down.
"S-sorry!" I quickly stuttered out. He looked up, eyes wide, and whispered something i could only just hear.
"Please tell me he's real..."
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Luke
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"And we'd like to welcome our two new Doctors, Luke Hemmings and Calum Hood." Dr Smith grinned widely, gesturing to Calum and I.
I did it. I because what saved me, as did Calum. And I know I'll same. Many lifes myself, and maybe even fall in love.
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Savin Me • Lashton
Fanfiction“What I'm trying to say is, the past is the past. And even with constant reminders of it, at least we're still here, at least we didn't grow our wings too early.” © _Lashton_5SOS____ All rights reserved I do not own any characters or songs that may...
