love at 15

Drunk thoughts

You start to drink, then leave the bottle and go into the crowd
After a while Millie comes up to you:y/n, Finn is looking for you
Y/n:oh..*you see him and go towards him*
You try to be normal but you're drunk, not too much but enough
Y/n:hi finn
Finn:you know that we have to talk right?
You chuckle:how could I forget it?
Finn:y/n you've been weird all day, can you explain me what's wrong?
Y/n:really? You're weird, not me
Finn:why
Y/n:do you really think that a message can get the things better? *he tries to say something but you stop him*
Y/n:the world that you see, that you live..is a bullshit...a bullshit
Y/n:you can't even imagine how I felt before and do you really think that something like "hey guys please stop it" gets the things better? What world do you live in?
Finn:you're drunk y/n! Look at me!
Y/n:cool, now you can tweet it too and maybe they can hate me more, yeah more than now
Y/n:right? I'm right or wrong? Huh finn? *you chuckle* I'm wrong? *you chuckle again*
Finn:tell me who gave you to drink
You chuckle:do you really wanna know it?
Y/n:jack, he told me that you two are best friends
Finn:you're not good, let's go home
Y/n:no I wanna stay!
Finn:y/n trust me! You're not well at all
Y/n:I don't wanna go home
Finn:you have to! *he takes your wrist*
Y/n:I don't want to! *you leave his wrist* And I don't even want that people that I don't know speak about me every time that I move. I don't wanna be accused for something absolutely innocent *a tear falls down your face* and you know what I'm talking about
Other tears fall down your face without stopping:and you know what? Being with you sucks! Yes it sucks okay? Being with Finn Wolfhard sucks a lot
Finn:you don't even know what you're saying *he is very mad*
Y/n:no! I do! And-
Finn:stop! Stop! Stop speaking and let's go home! You are saying a lot of bullshits
Y/n:are you sure? Ask jack if kissing him tonight is a bullshit
Finn:no wait *he doesn't look mad anymore but shocked*
You are about crying again:it's over finn *you leave the party and go home alone*

Saturday, 9am
You wake up with a bad bellyache. The worst you've ever had. You feel like shit and barely move your head.

It's called hangover sweetheart

After a while you go to the bathroom
You see yourself in the mirror and remember that you didn't remove your make up last night so you wash your face and then you go downstairs for breakfast
Y/n:morning
Y/m:hey
You prepare a tea hoping it will recover you up
You open your phone and see a lot of messages
Y/d:what time did you come back yesterday?

Why is millie worried for me?
What happened last night?
7 missed calls from jack?

Y/d:y/n
Y/n:what sorry?
Y/d:I asked you what time did you come home yesterday

Why is everyone's worried?
Why finn didn't text me this morning?
I am going crazy
What the fuck

Y/d:YOU DIDN'T EVEN COME BACK AT MIDNIGHT

Why are people saying that I broke up with him?
Seriously what the hell is going on?
Did I..

Y/n:oh my god finn *you whisper*

Fuck it

Y/d:what?
Y/n:Finn
Y/d:Y/N

I broke up with finn while I was drunk what the hell is wrong with me?

Y/n:no... *you are about crying*

Oh no..I'm panicking

You get up from the chair and go to your bedroom. You get ready and leave home
Y/d:where are you going?!
You close the door and run till Finn's house
You knock at the door:Finn! Finn!
Nick opens the door:y/n?!
Y/n:Nick where is finn?
Nick:what happened between you two last night?
You are about crying, again:I don't know I just wanna talk to him now. Where is he?
Nick:he is with...*he looks nervous*
Y/n:who with
Nick:I forgot
Y/n:no nick it's not true, tell me where he is
Nick:he's..
Your phone rings. It's jack
You look at nick and answer the call:what is it?
Jack:I have to talk to you. I mean now
Jack:Where are you?
Y/n:at home
Jack:I'm coming *he hangs up*
Nick:what did he want?
Y/n:look nick never mind, thank you
Nick:okay..
You go home and sit on the bench of the front garden

After a while you see jack in the distance
Y/n:jack
Jack:y/n we have to talk absolutely
Y/n:jack I swear I don't remember anything of last night
Jack:fine, I'll tell you..
Jack:okay so...I guess that you were mad at finn because of the story of the hickey. At the party you were with me, there were lots of people, the group was there too, but finn, he wasn't arrived yet. It was just me and you when you came, you wanted to drink and I didn't agree first but then you kissed me, do you remember it?
You lower your face:yes..
Jack:then I gave you a bottle of vodka and you started to drink. Later you went into the crowd and millie told you that finn was looking for you so you went to him and had an argument
Y/n:what? Really?!
Jack:I knew that you didn't remember it, anyway...he told you that you weren't okay, that you drunk but you didn't want to listen to him so you started to say a lot of bullshits like "go to cry to your 10 million followers",or "I don't wanna be followed by people that I don't even know, being with you sucks" and he said like "you don't even know what you are saying" and other things. But then..
Y/n:what...
Jack:you broke up with him and you left

Oh my god
I fucked it up

You:Jack I didn't want to. Believe me...nonono what the fuck. I messed up
Jack:I'm sorry but I promise you that the things will get better, don't worry
Y/n:where is he now?
Jack:I really don't know, maybe at home
Y/n:no..I went there and nick doesn't want to tell me where he is but he knows it I suppose
Jack gives you a worried look
Y/n:what was that look?
Jack:I don't know..I don't know
Y/n:I have to find him, I have to talk to him

After a while you get to his place and jack knocks at the door
Jack:nick, is finn here?
Nick:no jack
Jack:where is he?
Nick:I don't know guys
Jack:can we get in?
Nick looks up:no, sorry
He is about closing the door but jack gets in
Jack:sorry
Nick:what are you doing?
Jack:come here! *he looks at you and you follow him*

He goes upstairs and opens finn's room's door but something scares him