love at 15

What "big deal" are you talking about dad?

7:30pm

*at dinner*

Y/n:uhm...dad uhm...
Y/d:I have to talk about something happened today at work
Y/d: I got some news today...
Y/d:like it's probable that L/d and I have to move
Y/m:move? Move to another city?
Y/d:yes

Your heart is beating really fast and you get a awful headache
You are shocked and you feel like you're about to faint

Y/m:how much probably?
Y/d:I hope not much
Y/m:does his family know this?
Y/d:we decided to say it tonight so I think so
Y/m:but..if it's a yes, where will we move?
Y/d:In England
Y/m:Really? In another country?
Y/d:I know, it sounds crazy but..I swear it'd be a big deal, really
Y/m:and what's the city?
Y/d:Bristol, I got informed and the schools are really good and the place, even if it's different to this, it's really nice
You make a nervous laugh:nice? *you look at them*
Y/n:nice? *your mom tries to hold your hand but you stand up*
Y/n:is that a joke? *you look at them with tears in your eyes*
You nod:no..that's true *you go to your room*
Freddie:wait

You lie on your bed, hold the pillow and start to cry silently
Then you hear your phone ringing and see that it's Lauren so you clean your tears and answer

Lauren:y/n
Y/n:Lauren..*you are about to cry again*
Lauren:did your dad talk to you?
Y/n:yes I know...
Lauren:I..I hope we won't
Y/n:don't say that to me..I've been crying for half an hour
Lauren:me too, I can't help it
Y/n:Did you tell Wyatt?
Lauren:no y/n I can't do it
Lauren:And I don't even know how
Y/n:same..If I told finn i would break his heart
Lauren:I think it's better if we..don't tell them until..
Y/n:until what?
Lauren:until we won't have the confirm
Y/n:I don't wanna leave him forever
Y/n:like, I can't even imagine a life without him and without the other guys
Lauren:but..this in not obvious..I mean..they will know tomorrow
Y/n:yes you're right

Tuesday, 7pm
Y/m:it's ready!
You go downstairs and see your dad after a long day
He looks worried and sad. You fake a smile and sit on the chair
Y/n:Lauren and I talked yesterday and she told me that you would have had answers today...
He takes a long breathe:yes, it's true
Y/n:and...?
Y/d:our boss proposed us another job, as I said yesterday, a better job so it means that we will be payed more and for some reasons we are forced to accept it
Y/d:so..I'm really, really, really sorry but..
Y/d:there's no other choice guys. We are leaving next Sunday afternoon
Freddie:Europe?!
Y/n:I'm..*they all are looking at you*
Y/n:sorry *you stand up and leave your full dish*
Y/m:y/n..honey
Y/n:just *you shake your head* a moment
Y/m:but you didn't eat anything
Y/n:I lost my appetite and..I need to sleep
You go to your room, close the door, get your shoes off, turn the light off, slip into the blankets and close your eyes

Wednesday, 12pm
You wake up by your mom's caresses
Y/m:hey honey, I brought you some breakfast
You wake up, look at your desk and see a dish with two pancakes and chocolate all over them
Y/n:thanks..
Y/m:And..there is someone that wanna talk to you
You open your eyes wide:Finn?
Y/m:no honey, it's Lauren
Y/n:oh, *you shake your head* yes, right
Y/n:where is she?
Y/m:downstairs, I'm going to call her, wait here
She leaves your room and you go to sit at your desk. Then you hear some knocks at your door
Y/n:you can in *lauren comes in, closes the door and sits on your bed*
Lauren:how are you?
Y/n:I've been better *you smile* what about you?
She smiles:I think sad isn't enough
Y/n:do you want a pancake?
Lauren:no thank you, I've already eaten at home, I came here because I thought that we had to talk
Y/n:yes..of course
Lauren:I don't know you but...I still haven't clue how to tell him
Y/n:I didn't even have time to think about it but I don't wanna tell him even if I have to
Y/n:because..of course, we can't disappear out of nowhere *you receive a message*
Lauren:yours? *you take your phone*
Y/n:it's him
Lauren:what does he say?
Y/n:please you check *you give her your phone*
Lauren opens your phone and see what finn texted you:he asks you if you're free today
Y/n:NO, I can't see him
Lauren:I understand but..we can't hide it for the the rest of the next days
You look at her and take your phone
You text him:"I'm sorry but I'm busy today❤️"
Lauren:what did you text him? *you give her your phone*
Lauren:oh, he's just texted you "the whole day??❤️"
Y/n:text him...text him that during the day I have chores with my mom and that I have a family supper this evening because my dad has to tell something important *she smiles and texts him*
Lauren:he texted *she looks at you with a sorry air*
Y/n:what?
Lauren:"okay I love you❤️"
Y/n:tell him that I love him too and that I'm sorry *she makes a smirk and does it*

Thursday, 11:30am
Your parents went to work and you are drinking milk watching gossip girl on the couch.

F☕️:"good morning❤️"

F☕️:"are you free today?❤️"

"hey uhm, I have to talk to you❤️"

F☕️:"okay, do you want me to come over?❤️"

"can you in 30 minutes?❤️"

F☕️:"of course❤️"

You turn off the tv and go to get ready

12:20pm
Finn:hi *he kisses you and you smile*
You take his hand:let's go *you go to your room and sit on your bed*
Finn:what did you..have tell me?
Y/n:I'll warn you, it's hard to say and I won't be able to look into your eyes even if what I'm about to tell you is true and not a..joke
Finn:oh what's wrong? *he takes your hand*
Y/n:uhm..I don't even know where to start *you smile and lower your head*
Y/n:uhm..