love at 15

"Good job man..you destroyed me"

After a while you get to his place and jack knocks at the door
Jack:nick, is finn here?
Nick:no jack
Jack:where is he?
Nick:I don't know guys
Jack:can we get in?
Nick looks up:no, sorry
He is about closing the door but jack gets in
Jack:sorry
Nick:what are you doing?
Jack:come here! *he looks at you and you follow him*

He goes upstairs and opens finn's room's door but something kinda scares him
He looks at nick and closes the door
Y/n:what's it?
Jack:nothing
Y/n:come on let me in
Jack:no
Y/n:why *he doesn't say anything so you open the door and see finn with another girl that you have never seen before wearing panties and one of his T-shirt

What the- ?!

You don't say anything even if you're about crying but something stronger stops you so you turn back and go on taking long breathes
Jack:y/n... *you keep going downstairs*
Then you open the main door and go outside.
You can't stop thinking about what you've just seen and you start to cry
Jack:y/n! *he comes to you*
Jack:don't cry
Y/n:what the fuck was that
Y/n:I...I'm..I'm so mad and sad- *he cleans your tears*

You see finn coming towards you in distance so you go on, towards your house.
He grabs your wrist from behind and you leave it
Y/n:don't touch me
Finn:please let me speak *he takes your wrist again*
You leave it:Leave me! *you keep walking but he Stops you every time*
Finn:y/n let me explain
You turn back and try not to cry:just...
Y/n:did you sleep together? *he lowers his face and doesn't answer*
Y/n:you suck *you go on*
Finn:no come on y/n come back!
Y/n:I don't want to hear you! I know that yesterday I acted as a jerk with you but trust me I don't remember anything..I needed jack to tell me what happened to understand why people got alarmed. I admit it. I was an idiot. I shouldn't have drunk and get mad. I came here to apologise and I hoped we would have been okay then even if I still feel like i could throw up in any moment but..
Y/n:but after seeing...that
Y/n:I thought you loved me
Finn:I do! I do love you so much so please let me explain
Y/n:there's no explanation, I hate you now *you go home and leave him with jack and nick*

After saying so you quickly go back home, leave the door of the bathroom open and puke your guts out. First because of the hangover and secondly because you're shocked and that was a really bad scene to see. You would have liked to listen to his words but you felt too bad lmao

9pm

*in your room*

You hear some knocks from your window so you get up from the bed and go to open
Y/n:jack?!
Jack:I need to talk to you
Y/n:jack it's 9pm!
Jack:I'm sure that you won't let me stay over here *You chuckle and roll your eyes*
Y/n:okay, come in!
You open your window and let him in
Jack:how..how are you doing?
Y/n:not good
Y/n:but thank you for asking
Jack:you know that I still like you *You nod with a sorry smile*
Jack:I'm sorry for the mess! it's partly my fault
Y/n:no jack don't apologise, it's my fault because I asked you alcohol and I...I said those things to finn *You lower your face*
He puts a hand on your shoulder:it's okay y/n, things will be okay
You start to laugh a little, sarcastically:the thing is...he consoled himself easily and quickly
He hugs you and then gives you a peck
Y/n:no!
Jack:damn I'm sorry, i didn't have t—*You kiss him*

Wait what am I doing-

You stop to kiss him:shit I'm sorry
Y/n:please..I need to stay alone now *he leaves*

Sunday, 10am
You wake up and go to the bathroom. You wash your face quickly and go downstairs for breakfast
Y/m:good morning sleepyhead *With a shocked air you sit on the chair*
Then your mom prepares you two eggos
Y/n:I'm not hungry
Y/d:yesterday evening I heard you crying in your room, what happened?
Y/n:nothing, I just saw a movie that made me cry ahah