"Ready for bed?" Noah says as we enter our apartment
"No, I think I'm gonna stay up for a second" I say
"Are you sure?" He says
"Yeah I'm sure, I'm just gonna try and figure out this script" I say kissing him of the cheek
"Goodnight" he smiles
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Y/n Y/Ln: So, I'm trying to write up some notes and I have a question, what exactly are you feeling after the break up?
Y/n Y/Ln: ??
Lauren Anonymous: what do you want
Y/n Y/Ln: ^ the answer
Y/n Y/Ln: Did I say something to offend you?
Lauren Anonymous: it's a feeling of worthlessness that I can't seem to escape. The bitch left with no reason besides fear
Y/n Y/Ln: I know the feeling
Lauren Anonymous: and I don't feel like talking rn
Y/n Y/Ln: Are you okay?
Lauren Anonymous: im fine, and I doubt that you know the feeling
Y/n Y/Ln: A few years I was in a relationship, a serious relationship and I ended it because of that same feeling
Lauren Anonymous: what do you mean?
Y/n Y/Ln: I haven't had the best track record with relationships. A while ago I was dating someone and every moment of that relationship felt like work
Lauren Anonymous: but how does this relate to my feeling??
Y/n Y/Ln: Then one day I hit them with my car
Lauren Anonymous: 🙄
Y/n Y/Ln: It was an accident but watching them suffer everyday because of a stupid thing I did killed me
Lauren Anonymous: still not seeing how this relates to me
Y/n Y/Ln: He broke up with me because he thought I would hit him again, bitch left because of fear
Lauren Anonymous: I would too
Y/n Y/Ln: 😂 Did that make you feel better?
Lauren Anonymous: sure, are we done here?
Y/n Y/Ln: No but seriously, I didn't have the typical upbringing. When I was younger I had the best parents. They were so in love and it made me excited about finding what they had
Lauren Anonymous: then?
Y/n Y/Ln: Then my mom got sick, the medical bills started piling up, we weren't rich so my dad started working two jobs. Then he started drinking and became abusive
Lauren Anonymous: abusive to you?
Y/n Y/Ln: Yeah, I've got the scars to prove it. He eventually left though
Lauren Anonymous: but you have two parents
Y/n Y/Ln: How do you know that?
Lauren Anonymous: your file says it
Y/n Y/Ln: They're not my real parents, not biologically
Lauren Anonymous: you were adopted? what happened?
Y/n Y/Ln: Mom died, dad might as well have died, and I got placed in the system
Lauren Anonymous: like a group home?
Y/n Y/Ln: Yep, up until my Aunt picked me up and adopted me. They saved me
Lauren Anonymous: im sorry Y/n, I didn't know
Y/n Y/Ln: How would you? We've never even met lol I've actually never told anybody that
Lauren Anonymous: no one?
Y/n Y/Ln: You would be the first
Lauren Anonymous: why keep a secret like this
Y/n Y/Ln: I don't know
Lauren Anonymous: have you seen your dad since?
Y/n Y/Ln: Nope
Y/n Y/Ln: Well actually a few years ago
Lauren Anonymous: a few years ago what?
Y/n Y/Ln: I'm sorry I have to go, I just remembered something really important
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5 Years Later • (Lauren/You)
Fiksi PenggemarFirst, you're 18 and in love. You're at the peak of your youth and everything you've ever dreamed of is possible. Then, you're as good as homeless, lost in a city full of people with the same dream and everything you were once optimistic about, see...
