Why was I born and why am I still alive? Was I put on Earth to be a villian so that someone else can be the hero? If so then who are they? Where are they? I don't like to wait I'm very impatient. How long do I have to wait for them to come kill me? Why can't they just get rid of me already? The world would be better off without me anyway. Nobody realises it but I'm just a problem. Why can't they see that I am ruining their lives? When I die people would be sad for a little while but then later on they'd realise how much easier life is without me and they'll start wishing I'd died sooner. Why can't I die? Why can't I just get it over with? I want people to be happy and that's the only way I can help them. I just want everyones life to be easy and happy and I'm ruining that. I need to leave. When will they realise that? I can't get anyone to listen to me. They keep trying to tell me that I'm important when I'm not. I'm worthless. I'm a worthless piece of crap and I deserve to die. But the question is why. Why can't I just do it already?
