Comari Dawn

Part One: A New Dawn - Chapter Nine

After breakfast I unleashed my cub onto the backyard, she was bouncing and full of energy, which caused me to smile as she reminded me of all the times, I'd watched Samantha move around in almost the same way.

As I watched her, I found myself thinking of some of the men who I'd worked with in the past two years. While his personality wasn't what I'd really call attractive David Stearn did have a fairly decent looking body given his age, though to be perfectly honest I did like my men... 'Gawd what was I thinking?'

I shook my head to dispel the images in my mind as I returned my attention to Tracy as she played around, as I'd expected most of her play was focused on the sandbox. I tried to bring my mind away from the images of all of the rather handsome men who I'd worked with, but for some reason my mind kept going back to memories of some of the more attractive males who I'd had the fortune to work with.

"Momma look! I made a sand castle." Tracy's happy shout of pleasure and pride interrupted my rather distressing line of thinking and I found myself smiling as I stood and walked over to the sandbox to see what she'd been working on. I was actually pleasantly surprised at the sculpture which she'd managed to make with nothing more than simple sand, her hands, a bucket, and some simple tools designed for small hands.

"That's pretty nice kitten," I said with a smile as I crouched down beside her as I had to admit she'd probably made a better sandcastle than most children with access to the same tools she was using.

"Thanks momma," She answered with a smile of her own before jumping up to give me a hug.

I smiled as I hugged her before she jumped up and dashed over to the swing set, which was a relic of the time when my parents had still been alive.

As soon as I returned to my comfortable chair on the patio, where I could watch Tracy play, I found my mind once more returning to images of some of the males who I'd met since I finished University two years ago. I shook my head once more, trying to dispel the images in my mind before I realized I had one of my hands down the front of my pants and I had my fingers gently massaging the warm flesh between my legs, below my sheath. I quickly pulled my hand free and paused to take a sniff of the sticky moisture on the pads of my fingers. The scent, more than anything else, told me I was coming into my first female peak of fertility. When I'd been released from the hospital I'd only recently come off of my male peak, a period of randiness which even I wasn't quite fully prepared for. I mean as a male I'd not really had a problem dealing with random bouts of the raging hornies, but I'd never dealt with the level of intensity of the feelings.

However, now I was trying to come to terms with needs which were outside of my normal range of experience and quite frankly I was more than a little lost. I mean I could research the matter on my tablet or phone, but no matter how much research I did the reality of the situation was somewhat different than the simple dry facts which my research turned up.

"Momma you okay?" Tracy's question interrupted my line of thought as I considered the information which I'd managed to turn up on the tablet in my lap.

I nodded absently as I considered my options in the light of some of the facts which I'd managed to uncover. "I think I will be okay," I told her before she climbed into my lap and rested her head against my breasts.

"Hope so momma." She said softly, though I could tell she was a little worried about me. I guess that was the price which I had to pay for having a cub who was older than she looked.

"I'll be okay kitten," I told her, "I just need to take care of something today,"

Her nostrils pulsed softly as she breathed in before she nodded slightly. "I think I understand momma." She said, and I could see her understanding flashing in her green-gold eyes. "If you want tonight, I can try an' sleep in my own room."