Crimson Daylight

Chapter 15

You may turn into an archangel, a fool, or a criminal ? no one will see it. But when a button is missing?everyone sees that.

~ Erich Maria Remarque

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The sun Is still hiding But I am now awake..

I was thinking wondering, A time like this, is a perfect time to think *to think of everything, I was wondering what would father do, first thing when he wakes up a little punishment wouldn't hurt? or maybe a slap. Is he really my father? A real Father want's the best for his child, a real father is kind, selfless and loving but even a single word from those three doesn't fit in him.

The sun rose with all its glory and glow, I wasn't smiling, neither showing any emotion. I was just watching the rays coming from the sun hit my face and I know a minute from now flora would knock on my door to wake me.

I heaved a sigh then walks inside, I cleaned my room then took my morning bath. After that I wore my comfortable clothes consisting of a sweat shirt and pants, too comfortable for my fathers liking.

I was right flora knock's and I let her come in, flora was holding a tray of foods a piece of bread, cheese and fruit. I told her I don't want to eat with them they were too perfect for me to sit with them she was okay with that even better she said

" I'm going to eat with you then." it wasn't awkward eating with her instead a comfortable silence is circling the air, she spoke yet her mouth is still full.

" flora.. you don't do that while eating."
she was speaking while eating then eating while playing games on her phone. Is she even a grown up woman? she swallowed her food then said..

" e-ehem, d-do what? *cough, dear, are you done with your food? finished the fruit. I'll have that plate through a minute. and don't forget to brush your teeth okay.."

wut? is she crazy? tsk, never mind, my morning went well except for the fact that steph slap the hell out of me she was cursing me. then the next thing she did before she left was slap me, hard in the face.
then father came after, he scolded me for being reckless leaving the house in an early hour and coming home late in the evening.. I want to shout at his face that I'm not that girl he was thinking about. hooking onto others to make money, he was pertaining to a hooker a whore I'm not like them I am not my stepmother HER WHORE.

" zerah, listen closely, when I heard something about you coming on anyone in this house, I'll make sure you won't have even a single penny from me you ungrateful child."

I felt my eyes started to heat he smirk,

" you want to cry? go on cry, you are so pathetic like your mother she was just like you a stupid, pathetic and good for nothing woman!"

I promise I won't cry, I will not cry mostly in front of him. he's not worthy seeing me crying and most importantly he's not worthy for my tears. my eyes were still glossy, but I manage to look straight on to his eyes I spat the words with hate.. how dare he talk to my mother his wife like that. he knows nothing.

" you know nothing. so better be watch that mouth of yours, because even though your my father you have no rights on bad mouthing my mother In front of me. your wealth came from her. without her your just nothing. instead be thankful to her, her words kept me here. I love you dad why can't you see me as your own daughter  you keep hurting me! you treated me like a trash, that it was a mistake I was living."
I saw a glimpse of guilt in his eyes like he wants to hug me, he want to say sorry but then, his eyes were back into a void, a pit of nothingness like those emotions I saw doesn't exist and yet he said other wise.

" yes, your right."
I thought for a second, I thought he'll take back all his words but he again hurt me with the next words he said, it made me want to kill myself what did I do to deserve all of this? Did I do terrible things in my past life to make all this things happen to me.

" then why! You and mom even made me if you don't want me. tell me! Ah. Just don't.. I'll guess wait..oh! I know! You were bored and the two of you suddenly made me? seriously, are you fucking kidding me dad? And apparently all your shitting made me."
I wasn't crying, I was just speaking, I spat all the crap I wanted to say to him, but again all the words were gone when he slap me..

" *sigh*, thanks for the slap I need that, to wake myself. that reality is in front of me but don't worry dad I still love you always."
Now, I am crying, I hid my face in my palms and started wiping this bullshit tears, I smiled at him and started walking back in my room but not before I said my words mom wants to say.

" I'm sorry for my words I know its not right for a lady to curse and sorry for my behavior I was not thinking right. Forgive me and also forgive mother on whatever her fault was."

I said I never miss the tear that slid down on his cheeks, as I made my way towards my room, I lock myself inside until lunch.
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AUTHOR'S note:

Hii? No. Seriously, I just want to say hi. By the way, I just want to say please bear with my English and advance sorry for all the typos and grammars.yeah Enjoy reading and Don't forget to:

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