Crimson Daylight

Chapter 17

Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself.

~ Bill Gates

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She drop the words like bomb, I felt the explosion inside my head. like f*ck I would listen to her! I know she's lying, Mom would never do that to herself, she's a strong woman she can't do that!

" your lying! mom would never do that! flora, are you even in your right mind! what are you thinking saying things like that."

" zerah dear, listen I don't want that to happen, but maybe god have some other plans for your mother and you need to acce--."

" No! no one would accept that if you know in yourself that she's not that kind of woman. flora you are talking about suicidal and mom? she is a strong wielded woman who knows were she'll back down or keep fighting for what is right so please just stop."

" Zerah! stop being like that! your not a child anymore, stop being childish! you need to listen and learn to accept what happened to your mother, you don't know the pain I've been through, when I received that letter th-that letter saying your mother is dead. she's my best friend zerah! we've been through in lot of toss and turns of life but you'll say your just the one in pain? I was in pain, I am in pain, I want you to understand and to see that layla is already dead."

" How can you say that, where Is your proof? show me so I can tell whether your telling the truth or lying."

" my god! *I know layla is smart but why the f*ck this girl don't have the gene of her intelligence."

" I heard that flora."

" oh! you heard me? Great then, listen here and listen closely. proof? I had nothing in hand but someone sent me a letter. And that letter consist of shits. loads of shits and if I were you, I wouldn't dare to even look at that box."

" A box you say, let me see, I don't care about what's inside just let me see please that's the only thing that would keep me in peace."

" In peace? But I told you that letter is nothing but a good for nothing thing."
she was frustrated, but I am not going to back down. She chose to fight me then be it. I am going to win anyways

" let me see it or you want me to really kill that pet of yours. that rat I suppose."
a small smirk grace my lips upon hearing her talked, her face turns white and she shivers slightly.

" kill? not in a million years I would let you see that thing. you can kill my rat I'll give you my permission to do so. kill them but you will never see that box. I won't let you." she's crazy! what's wrong about peeking on a box.
that can be my only answer, where my mother is when she was gone and also I want to know what the hell Is inside that freak*in box.

" okaaay.. we can sort this out either I kill them or I kill myself because you didn't want me to see that little box you were talking about now choose flora."
I know I'm being mean and childish but I really need to know what's inside of that stupid box and I will really kill myself if I need to. what's the purpose of my life if my mother is dead, flora is lying to me and everybody doesn't care about me. so why live if the world is so cruel and evil.

" you won't, I know you can't do that.. you and your mothers beliefs was to treasure life even though your life is so drastic and rubbish, to fight for it no matter what happened no matter how good or bad it is.
You believe life Is worth fighting for so what happened to your words zerah.. did you swallow all your words that you even forgot how important life is.
you'll just waste it.."

" I'm sorry, I didn't meant to. I-i just want to know if you really are saying the truth only the truth."

She hug me and softly said comforting words I never cried like this, I wasn't even fond of crying. when they bullied me, abuse and mistreated me, I never shed even a single tear, yeah I would lie if I say I never cry but those tears were tears of sadness and loneliness and these tears were all for my mom, the tears of grief and sorrow. She was saying soothing words in my ears, she too is crying, we were all crying grieving for the death of the person that is both important to our lives.
I watch as her tears and snot mix together. her face was all red from crying and her nose were filled with snot.

" I know. Don't worry you'll know the truth when the appropriate time has come. But now you still need to wait for you to be able to handle the pain you'll feel sooner."

" what do you mean? pain? How strong that pain you are talking about? Because I'll make sure I'm ready when that day you are talking about will come and I promise I would never lose and will always win."

" yes! that's the spirit! you don't hate me right? O-or maybe mad at me?."

" hate? Nah, but I'm mad at you because you hide that big secret from me. Can't believe you don't trust me enough to tell me 'that'."

" I'm sorry and no, I trust you dear, I wouldn't rely my life on you when I'm at the bridge of falling if I don't trust you. Of course I trust you In fact I can give my whole life serving  for you dear even if it is the last thing I do."

" thank you flora."

" yeah yeah. Now come on and get dress, there's a big sunshine waiting for you this day. If I were you I wouldn't make this day wait."

A small grin crept on my face while watching her leave. She was all giddy and happy. And with that thought I, myself is happy.
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AUTHOR's note:

Up next us a secret you wouldn't know if you won't read the next chappy..

I'm really sorry fir the typos and grammars just bear with it.

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