Falling For You~

7 - Past.

"Noonaaaa!!!!" the younger one screamed in happiness as he reached his sister

"Whoa whoaa!! What is it big guy?" you asked the tall figure that sprinted towards you with well build body and berry eyes with pale skin and blackberry eyes looking mesmerizing...

"Noona, why are you sulking. Damn that phone. Let me throw it away." he said as he grabbed your phone and hold it up high.

"Arghh yah give my phone back you stupid!!" you try to reach your phone but he held it too high. You sigh as you continue, "fine then. I'm going home. Come back soon or you'll catch cold." you turn away and walk away to tease him more.

As you are on the footpath you smiled as you turned back, "Noonnaaaaa!! Wait!!!", you nod at him for his childish behavior and wait for him on the otherside of the road to reach you. As he was running towards you across the road he didn't see a speeding car coming on his way. But you did.

"YAHH STOP RIGHT THERE DON'T MOVEE."

CRASSHHHH!!!

In just a matter of seconds everything happened.

Your world collapsed.

You lost your only family.

Your only brother the one you could die for.

The one who made you live and feel everything.

The only person who loved you for who you are and stayed beside you even if the world is against you.

You lost the precious pearl you love the most.

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"NOOOOO!!"

You woke up with a huge headache panting and sweating a lot. You felt very hot as if you were sleeping in fire. Tears were steaming nonstop at the dream you have which is still a fresh wound to you. You still can feel it lively happening infront of your eyes.

No matter how hard you try you can't move on.

Not from the scene that you witnessed with your own eyes.

Not from him.

You wipe away your tears and felt something drop on your lap as you sat up on the bed. You look down to see a wet cloth.

"Finally..." you heard someone say and you look up to see the person. But you can't clearly see with your glassy eyes which are now covered with tears. "W-what.. ha-appened?" you try to ask breaking through your tears. You wipe away your tears drying them and look at the person sitting on the chair beside bed.

Yoongi.

How did he come in? Why is he here?

"Before you ask me something take these medicines. I'll answer all your questions once you're done." he have you some medicine with water and you took your medicine and look at him not willing to say a word to him. "You passed out for a whole day." he started., "When Jungkook brought you to guest room, you passed out. Soon Jin hyung came and looked at your condition. You were burning like fire, and we were scared a lot. We managed to cool your temperature by cleaning your body with wet cloth. We even took shifts to take care of you. Now it's Jimin's turn but he is tired so I decided to stay here. And you woke up. But you, why are you crying and yelling the whole time? What happened?" Yoongi said in a singe breathe as you stare at him. The last words triggered you again and you started to tear up. "Y/N... It's okay if yo--" you cut him off.,

"He's dead!" you yell, "He.. I.. I'm t-the rea-ason h-he's dead. I killed him. I'm such a pathetic one. My.. He... I miss him." you covered your face as more tears decided to stream down your face making you look terrible. "H-he... I should be dead.. Instead of him." you cry hard more. Seconds later you felt two wrap around you comforting you. "Shh... It's okay. It's not your fault. Cry your heart out. Don't try to hide your feelings. I'm here. We are here with you. It's okay. Let it out." Yoongi whispered to you as you cried even more letting all your tears out. The more you cry the better you felt. A while later, you felt better than before but the pain is still a fresh wound with blood dripping down.

"Thank you, Yoongi." you said to him as you felt better. You sniffle back and continued, "Thanks for being here... With me. Thanks to all you guys for everything, you all made me happy after a very long time since he's gone. I still miss him...." you stopped in mid sentence, crying again... "Noona, it's okay. You have us, you can cry." the younger one said as he joined hug, "Yes noona, you look better than Jimin when you cry. Hehee" said Taehyung as he earned a shot on his head by Jimin. You giggled at their cuteness. "Thank you everyone." you smiled warmly at them which they returned it back to you.

After a while you all gathered in your room (guest room) as you sat on bed with Jin, Yoongi and Namjoon and rest sat down on floor like kindergartens. You smiled to yourself as they looked like your brother. You still remember him. His scent, his jokes, his dressing style, his innocence, his smile, his expressions when he protest for something, his love, everything.

You were taken aback from your thoughts as someone smacked pillow onto your face. You took the pillow and placed it on lap and looked at everyone. "Well..." you started hesitanting, "I want to share everything with you guys. Only of you want to." they all nodded 'yes' happily at you.

"Don't make me stop even if I cry okay?" you said and started off without their answers,

"It all started when I was a kid. We are a normal family with a mom, dad, me and my brother. No matter what the situation is we share everything, have fun, fight, everything like kids. But one day fate was bad and took mom and dad leaving us alone in this cruel world..." you stopped taking in air and continued, "I was left alone with my brother. He was fragile since he was a kid but he acts up all strong and fearless with everyone even though I know everything about him. He is a dork who likes to have fun always, play games, go and have fine with friends, and many more. But since their demise, he's so broken. I was terrified looking at my brother in that broken state. He even stopped studying and started getting bad grades. So I decided to make him happy by giving him the love that he miss, care, everything he deserve. I even worked part time for our needs. First it was hard but slowly everything became back to normal. We were really happy. But one day...." you paused as you remember the horrifying scene that occured infront of your eyes making your fresh wound cut too deep making you shiver at it, "He.. I... Car.. H-he got hit b-by a c-car a-and, I.. He i-is d-dea-d." again those tears which are threatening to flow out finally made their way out of your eyes making their way to your chin. You shut your eyes to stop yourself from crying. Jin hugged you and started to rub your back. You continued, "he... No, I.. was on a break at my work. H-he came over to my work place from his school. He told me how he was good at studies, his new friends, sports activity and everything. Then... Then he snatched my phone to tease me for my short height.." you giggled as you remember him teasing you, ".I.. To tease him back I pretended to be hurt and went out of my work place to the other side of the road. He yelled and told me to stop right there.. I smiled at his innocence and stopped to wait for him to come.... He.. He started running across the road.. T-then.. Car.. He... B-blo-od...." you stopped cause at this point you can't speak anything except to cry.

You don't know the time right now but you're sure that you're crying for hours now. You don't want to move on from the past, you love the pain cause the reason is your brother. You just couldn't forget anything about him cause only he made you feel alive, feel love, you shared most happiest moments with him. You Love Him.

To Be Continued...
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Here comes another boring part.
It's all so sensitive I guess and probably the longest chapter (total 1430 words lmao) ever in this book.

Hope y'all enjoy it. 💜