Falling For You~

11. Truth Untold pt. 2

"I'm the boss of 'Black Butterfly' and I'm not dead."

You looked at everyone after you were done. It was a pause. No, a long pause. Any kind of expressions were not shown on anyone's face. They were blank as if they were a fresh notebook. They stared at you as if thdir soul left their bodies. At this point you were panicked about them not because they will hate you or kick you out of house but because no expressions can be read from their faces. They're not even giving a reaction, you want them to react.

"Umm.... I know you all will hate me for hiding my identity from you all. It's okay if you hate me. I understand. And also..." now you worried, heart broken, for what you were about to say, "I'll be leaving." you said. Finally gathering all the courage and keeping your cold face on looking at the shocked faces they gave, you decided because you don't want them to involve in your mess. "I'm leaving and never coming back."

Silence...

Only silent and short breaths can be heard before you said about your decision. Now you can hear their hitched breath and their fastening heartbeat in the complete silence. It may sound like soft music to you but right at this moment you felt like you're stabbing them a hundred times.

Not only you, everyone felt that. They felt their hearts break as if they're losing a part of them. They want to ask you why and stop but they don't know how. They just need you with them. They can't stand the fact that a caring sister, responsible and determined friend, may be a future life partner to someone who has been declining his feelings for you is leaving them soon.

Not one, not two, all of them need you. You heal and fill the emptiness in them. You need them as well. To heal, to recover but you also need them to be safe, healthy and sound. They're like brothers and close friends to you. They meant a lot to you in just a little span of time. You can't let yourself see them in danger because of you. You will anything to keep them safe even if it costs your life. You're gonna do anything. For them.

"b-but... Y/N w-why..??" Jin asked as his eyes were glistening with tears threatening to fall down. "I should go Jin. I started this. And I have to finish this." you said looking at him staring at every feature of him trying to remember your friend. Finally letting his tears out, Jin started to cry. "I can't believe you're boss of the powerful mafia base." said Namjoon. "I never lied to anyone of you and what makes you think that what I said isn't true, Namjoon?", you exclaimed and continuing, "I thought you guys will ask why am I a boss or why did I hide or something like that. Don't you all hate me already?" you looked up.

"Why would I hate my sister?" said Taehyung wiping his tears looking into your eyes. "Yes." Jimin added and leaned into his hands trying to stop himself crying. Jungkook nodded agreeing to his two hyungs, "We would never hate our sister. I really love, adore and respect you a lot noona."

Now it is your turn to get shock. You were so touched with those youngsters. They see you, love you, as their own sister. Your eyes were now stinging with tears of guilt, pain. You feel like a killer. "D-don't you h-hate me? F-for what I a-am??" you looked at trio as they were shaking their heads at your question.

You were happy yet sad. You are only going to hurt them more. You couldn't handle that. They will be so hurt. You felt a hand and looked up to see Jin looking down at you with his teary eyes and smiling warmly at you. "Don't cry you punk!!" he wiped off your tears, "Look you made us cry. Except Yoongi. And now you're crying too. Stop crying Y/N ah... I don't like it when my little sister is crying" he hugged you as you let your tears free to roll down your cheek.

"I'm sure Y/N does everything for a reason and this may also have a good reason." exclaimed Hoseok. "Take your time Y/N. We are still here for you. Now, stop crying." you nod at him calming yourself and breaking hug from Jin mumbling a thanks to him.