Amnisa by 5SOS
I've been clean for three months because of them. God,I swear I don't deserve them, but they found me and saved me when I started to sink into a black hole.
"Hey babe."Matt says holding my waist. I look up and kiss him. I wrap my legs around him and he sets me on the bed. He leaves trails of kisses on my neck and grabs the zipper of my dress.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"He asks."Yeah Matt this isn't my first time."I say fatter-of-factly. "Ok."He says hesitently. I just brush it off and focus on what I"m doing.
He unzipps my dress and I unbutton his shirt. We both go under the covers,and for that momment we're not worried about anything, we're just with eachother
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"Are you ok?" He says putting on his pants. "Yeah Why?"I ask. "Well..you just seem......"He trails off."I seem what?"I ask zipping up my dress.
"Off. You seem off."He states. "How do I seem off?"I ask once more. "You've just not been as energetic."He finally says.
"I've just been so stressed."I state. "About what ?"He says "Well...The court case , the wedding ,and...um...my...sister."I whisper sister. I start to choke up, and then slowly a tear drop falls down my
Flashback
"THE FATHER OF MY CHILD CHEATED WHEN I WAS 17! AND I STILL DIDN'T KILL MY HELPLES CHILDREN. I'M NOT THE REAL BITCH ,YOUR THE REAL BITCH! I',M NOT THE SLUT,YOUR THE SLUT!
I'M NOT THE MURDER,YOUR THE MURDER.SO STOP YELLING AT ME FOR THE THINGS YOU DID AND IF THAT MEANS LOSING YOU THEN FINE! I DON'T NEED YOU, YOU NEED ME SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE."
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"Belle,Belle.it's ok."Matt says craddling me.I was sobbing in his chest and thinking about what I'd done. "I was so mean to her,I said I didn't need her as my sister!"I yell gasping for air.
"Belle you can just call her and appologise."Matt coos to me. "No I can't she hates me. She won't answer. I-I've already tried"I say defetingly.
"Well at least you tried to appologise"He says comforting me.
"When was the last time you talked to you parents?"Matt asks.
"5 years ago when I told them I was pregnant with Cyrus."I say.
"Well isn't it time to give them a call?"He says handing me my phone.
I dial their number and wait anxiously. "Hello?"A voice I never thought I'd hear again asked.
"Hi mom."I say.
January 4 was the day I reconected with my parents.
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I know I know, why did she put a random date? Well I put a random date so you could have a idea of what month it was and not just be lost.
Stay strong hommies!
Peace out lovlies \___^ ^___/
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Do I? (Sequel to Caniff Child)
FanfictionTaylor has been out of the picture for years until he pushes his way back in? But now that Belle's becoming and Espinosa will he lose her for good? -Completed- Nov 21, 2014
