Do I? (Sequel to Caniff Child)

Seeing Yourself

Matt is awake, I need to see him. Should I try running out again? Did running out help me? No it didn't,but they saw me leave last time.

I get up without anyone noticing me, wait why don't they see me. I look at the bed ,wait why do I see me? "Jack."  No one hears me. "Jack, Nash, Gaby!" I yell still no one hears me, I start to breath heavily.

I hear the heart machine increase speed,so I'm in the bed? I look different,I look pale and horrifying. I can't stand looking at me anymore, I leave the room to find Matt. I go to the elavator, press the 4th floor button,I wait for the doors to close.

I walk to Matt's room and look around before I walk in. "Matt."I wisper to myelf. I wait for someone to tell me to get out but no one seems to notice me,

He looks worse than before,they lied he's not ok. "It's ok Matt I'm right here." I wisper to him. "I know your struggling right now and if you want to leave and go to a better place, it's ok, I'll always know your with me."I sob.

He starts coughing like crazy and his heart machine is beeping like crazy,is this it? Is he really leaving? "Carter go get the doctor"Jack yells. Carter runs out and gets the doctor.

The doctors wheel him out "Is he going to be ok?"Cameron asks. "If he wants to live he better fight, because this is going to be a big surgery, he's bleeding again."The doctors says leaving the room

Matt may die? I fall to the ground, I wish I left I want to leave, Lord please take me. I want to leave, I don;t want to stay, I cry harder. 

I run out of the room back to mine, I'm not there. I look in the hallway  and see doctors wheeling a patcient into surgey, I run to the patcient to see who it is, It's me, I'm the pactient.

I see Nash, Bella ,Breana and Jack. "Is she going to be ok?"Breana cries. "We're not completely sure,she's gone into shock,if this keeps happening we're going to have to put her on life support."He speaks.

I am dying. I got what I wished, I'm dying. I walk into the oporating room,it's a mess. While they'r oporating on me my heartbeat speeds up and all of a sudden stops.

Time stops as they try to bring life back into me.I'm dead. I see light carrying me up. This is the end of my story,I'm gone and dead.