The Assistant ✎•• {𝐣𝐣𝐤}

Chapter 5: 21 questions

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Me:
um... what is it Jungkook

jungkook:
i'll tell you... but first. can we please play 21 questions. If we do then i will tell you

Me:
well i'm very curious so yes, i guess so

jungkook:
okay, have you ever had a boyfriend?

Your face goes from a small smirk to almost a frown. You've had a boyfriend but it was the biggest mistake of your entire life. He was the worse person on the planet. Why djd Jungkook want to know this anyways?

Me:
yes i have, it was a long time ago though...

jungkook:
what happened between you two?

Me:
um.. it's getting late jungkook i should go.

And with that I shut my phone off. I haven't talked about what happened to me and my ex to anyone. It hurt me so much physically and mentally. I was ashamed of he man i thought i loved. He destroyed me. Ever since him, I haven't let any other man into my life like that. Jungkook is almost seeming to change that though. Did i really just say that? I cannot think like that. Gosh Y/N you are so stupid. He's just gonna hurt you like Kihyun did...
You soon start to feel tears form in your eyes.
Start of flashback:
Kihyun was an awful man. At first, he was the most perfect man you could ever think of. He would take walks with me, take me shopping, take pictures with me, anything and everything. Plus we shared the same hobbies such as reading, writing, drawing, and we both loved the same time of music. He was perfect, until that one night.
He came home very angry. He walked over to me and pinned me against the wall as soon as he saw me. He then grabbed both of my wrists refusing to let go of them. He kept hitting me against the wall as hard as he could. I could feel the blood dripping down my face, as well as my hot tears that wouldn't stop coming. What was happening? I thought he loved me? He then threw me to the ground and kicked me in my stomach. I felt like i was dying. He just kept continuing to kick me and torture me as if i was just his puppet. Once he had enough of kicking and torturing me, he left. He left me on the ground, blood oozing out of my body, weak, helpless, and broken. Kihyun never came back after that night. I had nothing. Ever since then, I told myself to never fall in love again
End of Flashback:
Jungkooks Pov
Y/N seemed very upset. I felt extremely awful. But now, I needed to know what happened between her last relationship. Did she get hurt was the biggest question on my mind. I instantly regretted asking her. It made my heart break into a million pieces. I know something is going on.

Me:
Y/N i'm so sorry for asking you to do this. It was very stupid. If you ever need someone to talk to... i'm here. I'm so sorry. Goodnight cutie :(

••Time lapse to the next day••
I woke up exhausted. I had barely slept last night. I couldn't stop thinking about Y/N. I looked over at the time. 4:07 am. I groaned and crawled out of bed to get ready for practice. I quickly went into my closet to get something to wear. I decided on this:

     I was so nervous to see Y/N at work today. After last night, she probably hates me or something. I just need to tell her how i truly feel about her... But the thing is i just don't know how i feel. I don't know anything about her. I just feel such a strong almost spark between us and it almost just makes me sure she's the one. It almost makes me forget i know nothing about her
  ••Time lapse to practice••
   I get to practice and Y/N is sitting on the ground again. When i walk in she looks up from the noise. When i look at her i look into her eyes, which is my favorite part about her, were extremely puffy. It had looked like she'd been crying for hours. My heart grew heavy. My eyes started to tear up. But i soon wiped the forming tears away and looked away from her. I couldn't bear to look at her. She was completely broken. Whoever did this to her is going to instantly regret it. Just the other day she was as bright as the sun. She lit up the entire room with her presence, and now, it's replaced with brokenness and emptiness almost.
Your Pov
     Once jungkook walked into the practice room, my heart sank into my stomach. He didn't do anything wrong, but yet i felt like he'd completely broken me. My anxiety about letting into my life had completely taken over. At this point, i wasn't even me anymore. I was completely empty and broken. Just let Jungkook in Y/N. Why do you have to be so stubborn. You're so stupid. No wonder Kihyun did those awful things to you. You deserved it.
     I started to cry again. This time uncontrollably. I ran out of the room, not caring if anyone noticed. I sprinted to the bathroom and sat there. Crying. My hot tears prickled down my face. I couldn't help it. Kihyun completely ruined me. I heard footsteps walk in. I just ignored them. I heard a familiar voice when the person spoke. Jungkook.
     "Y/N.... are you okay. I'm worried about you. Please talk to me." I sat there. Without even making eye contact with him, i turned around and hugged him, my tears started heavily flowing. I couldn't help it. He hugged me tighter and pulled me closer to him. "Shh it's okay. It's okay, i'll protect you."
     I felt safe in Jungkooks arms. I felt like i couldn't be touched by anyone else. He made me feel something i hadn't felt in a long time.
....loved

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