The Assistant ✎•• {𝐣𝐣𝐤}

Chapter 12: Rise and Shine

Look at Jimin fcking slaying my entire existence up there like hot tamales. :) Anywho i've been trying to update more frequently and plus my friend has been begging me to write this and update tonight sooooo ENJOYYY :))) ☺️💛✈️

Your Pov
(btw your not really out of the coma yet... it's like a weird stage thing idk you'll see)

"Wake up"
....

I could hear Jungkook talking to me. I wanted to cry at the sound of his voice. It was so comforting.

My body was awake but yet at the same time, it's like I couldn't open my eyes. I could hear everything that was happening and being said, but i couldn't respond back or move.

I could feel his hand holding mine. I tried my hardest to try and hold it back. It's like I was fighting my own body. I wanted him to know that I was okay and that I would make it.

After trying for what felt like forever, i managed to make my finger slightly move.

I could hear him crying and felt his hand grip mine ever harder.

"Y/N if you can hear me please just know I love you so much. So freaking much. I want to be with you forever. Please just don't leave me. I can't live without you. Your smart remarks, your attitude, your smile, everything. I couldn't do it. Please don't go. Don't leave me."

At this point a tear went down my face. I felt his hand wipe it off and heard his sobs. He knew that I could hear him.

All I wanted to do was see Jungkook again. I wanted to be in his arms and feel him around me. I needed that again. I hadn't felt that in so long.

Everyday that went by I continued to try and wake up, but i couldn't. My eyes wouldn't allow it. My body was ready, but I just couldn't wake up.

•• Time lapse to 1 month later••

At this point, I wanted to give up. I felt completely empty.

I'd been trying for so long to wake up and nothing happened. Jungkook continued to come every single day. He would just come in and cry every time he saw me.

I continued to give him signs that I was still in there and that I was trying my hardest but it just seemed like it wasn't enough.

I started to almost forget what he looked like. I remember his bright bunny smile that always made me go insane. And I remember his doe like eyes. I miss him so much.

I didn't think I would ever fall in love with someone like him, but thank God I did.

The best thing is is that I knew he loved me too. He came in everyday just to tell me how much he loved me. Sometimes he even came in to sing to me.

Every time he would sing, tears would prickle down the side of my cheek and onto my pillow. Anytime he caught me crying he would just wipe them away and hold my hand.

Today, he seemed extra sad. More than normal which I didn't think was even possible.

"Y/N... I leave for America in a couple of days. I need you there with me.. I-I need you to be by my side. I would hate myself if you woke up and I wasn't the first thing you saw. Please Y/N keep trying. I love you so much."

I felt his arms go around me. All i wanted to do was hug him back.

Y/N you have to wake up.

Y/N wake up.

You're stronger than this.

Wake up.