Rainbow Love

Chapter 23 Giving up

  Jennie's POV

I feel like i was being stabbed a million times in my heart rn as this Tzuyu girl flirting with my Lisa. 😠

I'm fuckin hurt. I wanna cry..

I can see how Lisa doesnt know how to handle the situation . tsk Cheater !

I wanna slap her but i don't have much energy.

That girl even hugged and kissed her. 😠😭

When Tzuyu Left, i immediately went to our room.

I couldn't contain the pain anymore.. I wanna cry.. I left them there..

I went straight to the bathroom and cried..😭
I smiled bitterly.. Such a cruel world..

I went to my bed and waited for Lisa to come..

The door open and spit Lisa on it.
I glared at her. She looks so nervous..

That's right Lisa, you have to feel that
..

When she closed the door, she stayed right there.

Welcome back CHEATER..
I said and throw her anything my hands can get.. I'm crying again...

Is this your revenge on me huh Lisa ? That's why you're hurting me rn ?
I shouted at her. I don't care if the other girls will hear it. 😭

No, Jennie, pls. I'm not cheating on you.
She's trying to get near to me..

Don't come near me Lisa, don't..
I said and pointed her.

Tell me lisa, have you already kissed her huh ? Did you ? I shouted at her . my tears raced on my cheeks.

No baby, listen to me pls, i haven't kiss no one except from you.. She explained..

Liar ! Then why is she like that to you huh ? Did you promised her something ? Did you tell her that you'd bring to Thailand and marry her there ? Tell me..
I burst out and throw my pillows on her.

I'm so broken rn. Lisa's also crying..

Is that what you think of me Jennie ? Do you think i could easily replace you ? Do you think i could lie and play with your heart ? 😭 i have never love someone as much as i love you Jennie.. I thought.. I proved it to you already, i never stop proving my love to you .. Where did i lack Jennie ? Why do you always doubt me? Why does your doubt is much greater than your love tp me ? Am i not worthy with that ? You judge without even hearing my side.. I just met that Tzuyu once and you even saw us that time. After i brought her home that time, I've realized that she can't take your place in my heart that's why i stop messaging her and just focus on you.. Is this how you prove your love to me Jennie ?
If then,

Let us have time and think of this relationship..

She said. Her voice cracked. She took her phone and wore her hoody and mask.
She wiped her tears and went outside..

I was left her. Speechless.

  Waaaait, why does it turned out like she's the one who's mad in here ?
But

She has a point..

I sat down and reflect on things i have just did and said to her..

I know Lisa loves me.. But why do i keep on doubting her? Maybe because I'm just afraid to lose her. 😭

I cried the whole day.. Lisa didn't come home .. Where is she rn ? In worried 😞😞

Fast forward..

It's been 2 days, me and lisa aren't talking to each other. I miss her..

We met but she didn't even bother to look at me..

Maybe

She already thought that I'm not worthy of her love . 😭😭💔

After the fan signing event, we went home..

Lisa went tp our room with leo and Luca..

I followed her.. I missed her..

Leo went on me.. Own such a cutie..

Lisa didn't even bother to look at me..

I wanna cry again 😭💔

I hate her coldness 💔

She's lying on her bed , she let leo lay in her arm..

I went to her bed.. I get leo and Luca and lay beside her.. I lay my head on her arm and play with leo and Luca.. I took my phone and posted an IG story with leo..

Lisa doesn't even care . i look at her. Her eyes were closed..
I turned my back and faced her..

I cried and hugged her..

I miss you lisa, I'm sorry 😭😭..

I sniff. I miss her so much..

I hug her but she's not moving..

I know she's not asleep. She's just ignoring me. 💔

I hold her face..

Lisa, pls talk to me, let's end this..

I said softly.. Her eyes immediately open.

She hugged me so tight. Huh ? 😱

No Jennie... She said. Is she crying ?

What do you mean Lisa ? Let's end this.. I said again..

No please, I'm sorry, i love you Jennie..
She said and hugged me even tighter..

I love you top but we need to end this .
I said firmly.. What is she thinking ?

No, i don't want to Jennie.

She replied w/o letting go of me.

Let's end our fight lisa. Why don't you want to end this ? Do you want us to stay like this forever ? I straightly said..

W-whaaat? She loosen her arm and face me.

What do you mean what Lisa? I ask her.

I thought you're gonna leave me..
She cupped my face .. Our forehead met..

I'm sorry Princess. She said sincerely..

Im sorry too Lisa, i love you .. I replied sincerely..

She lay me on her bed.. She's now on top me..

She lean her face closer to me... We kiss. Passionately..

I let her kiss me. Whatever happens, I'll not regret this .. I closed my eyes .