Sanders Texts.

Crying?

<<<Group Chat>>>

Roman: Hey guys!!

Logan: Roman.

Logan: How are you this morning?

Roman: Absolutely great!

Logan: That is a lie.

Roman: No it isn't! Lol

Logan: Yes, it is. Are you running from your grief?

Roman: What grief?? No one died Logan!

Logan: But we still lost someone.

Roman: No we didn't!

Logan: It is okay for one to feel upset after losing someone close to them Roman.

Roman: Logan I'm fine.

Logan: Falsehood.

Logan: You can not run from your grief Roman.

Roman: Logan. Please. I can't right now. Okay?

Logan: But you have to.

Roman: Why?! Why do I have to deal with the fact that I will never see him again!?!?! Why do I have to deal with the fact that there's probably nothing I can do to bring him back?!!? Why!?!!

Logan: Because if you don't, it will tear you apart.

Logan: That's not fair to you. And it's not fair to him.

Roman: I thought you were against feelings and emotions! I thought that they were stupid to you!

Logan: They were. Until Virgil made me think otherwise.

Logan: You must allow yourself to feel that grief. To remember.

Logan: Because in the end Roman. Memories might be all we have left.

Logan: And if you don't want to believe me. Then believe him, because those were his words. Not mine.

Roman: I just miss him...so much.

Logan: And that's okay.

Roman: When did you get so emotional?

Logan: I'm not. Like I said, his words, not mine. I'm just passing on the information that he taught me.

Logan: And with all do respect Roman. Never call me emotional again or else I will have to break your knee caps.

Roman: Oh...sorry professor no heart.

Logan: Are you okay?

Roman: ...no. But I will be. Because we're gonna try our hardest to get him back.

Logan: Of course we will.

Logan: I should go make sure Patton is okay.

Roman: Okay.

<<<Logan And Patton Private Chat>>>

Logan: Patton...?

Patton: Yeah Lo?

Logan: How are you doing?

Patton: I'm fine Logan.

Patton: Hey! What do you call a cow with no legs??

Logan: Patton...

Patton: Ground meat! Ha!!

Logan: Patton stop.

Patton: Stop what??

Logan: You're doing it again. Hiding your feelings with jokes and puns.

Patton: Why does it matter?

Logan: Because it does.

Logan: Patton you can't do this to yourself.

Patton: Do what?? I'm not doing anything! I'm fine!

Logan: Patton I can hear you crying in your room!

Patton: .....

Patton: I just...I want him back...

Logan: I know. And we're going to get him back.

Logan: But for the time being. Though I'm far from an expert on feelings. If you need me I'm here. I can't promise that I'll know what to say, but I will try my best.

Patton: Thank you so much Logan.

Logan: Of course. It's no problem. Now if you need me, I'll be in my room. We should figure out a plan together tomorrow. We'll think alot clearer after we've all gotten some rest.

Patton: Yeah you're right Logan. Like always lol

Patton: If you need me for any reason at all. I'm here for you Logan. I promise.

Logan: Thank you very much Patton.

Logan: I love you Pat.

Patton: I love you too Logan!!

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Logan's POV.

I walk in to my room, shutting the door behind me as I set my phone on my desk. I see a message from Patton cause my phone to light up. It reads, "I love you too Logan!!" which brings an immediate smile to my face.

As I think about the recent events I can feel an aching in my chest. A feeling that's unfamiliar to me. I rest my back against the door and slowly begin to slide down, shutting my eyes tight. I soon reach the floor and extend my left leg in front of me, keeping my right leg bent and resting my right arm on my right knee.

I continue to think of Virgil and all that he's done for me and the others. All that he's protected us from. All that he's sacrificed for us. And how tomorrow there will be a new light side to take his place as though that's possible. I then feel something drop from the rim of my eye. I slowly raise my hand and gently rub under my eye. I pull away to feel that my hand is now damp.

"I'm....crying...?" I whisper. l
I close my eyes and can almost feel my heart hurt before whispering to the empty corners of my room.

"Come back Virgil...please just...come back. We need you..."

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A/N

Ayyyyeeee!!! More sadness!! Woo! I'm just proud that I updated lol! More coming soon!

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed!! Gotta hop! Byee! :)