I didn't realize how beautiful the night sky was, how every star shines differently or how the moon overpowers everything,everything felt at peace,
"And why are you outside so late?" A deep voice asked clearly Jackson's voice
"Waiting for you guys of course" I smiled
"Yeah yeah whatever" Somin sat next to me "we saw that car leave our drive way, so spill it"
"Wonho was here....he came to talk to me"
"And what did he say" Jackson asked while leaning on the wall
"Well he told me how me felt about me" I smiled "he told me that he likes me and that hes willing to change for me"
"Do you believe him?"
"Kind of...."
"What are you going to do?" Jackson asked
"Hold on a second.... what did you tell him?"
"I told him..." I looked down "that i cant be with him"
"Did you tell him why you cant be with him?" Jackson loosened up
I shook my head "I like him"
"Then be with him-"
"No" I got up "I made a promise and I'm not breaking it"
"Jiyeon, Think about yourself for once-"
"I am thinking about myself"
"No you're not, you want to make everyone happy, besides yourself" Somin yelled
"And what, why does that matter, this isnt my life" my voice cracked "I do what I was born to do, either stand by me or leave me alone"
I ran inside and locked my room door, and seconds later I was off to sleep
NEXT MORNING
I woke to my alarm ringing, worst sound in the world, I changed into my uniform and put on my glasses, I walked downstairs, to find Taehyung standing by my piano,
"Its beautiful isnt it" I said making him look back at me
"Yeah, I always wanted to play the piano" he said while touching a key "can you play?"
"Honey-" I sat down on the stool "- I'm a prodigy" i played Sakura Sakura an old traditional song my Grandfather used to play, I never learned the whole song so I played up to what I knew
"You're amazing" he smiled
"Let's go before were late" I grabbed his wrist and dragged him outside, we got into my car and drove off to school,
"Can I ask you something?" Taehyung asked while i stopped at a red light,
"Mhm"
"What are we"
I coughed "huh... what do you mean?"
"Are we dating? Or are we friends? What are we" i continued driving
"I dont know"
"Do you still like wonho?" He asked, I found sadness in his voice
"In all honesty...."
"You can say it"
"I do" I pulled over "But i cant be with him"
He faced me "yes you can" he smiled "I rushed into things, and i made you rush into things, I still love my ex girlfriend and I thought being with you would make me forget about her, and it didn't, cause I'm with someone who belongs with someone else"
"Taehyung ...." my voice cracked "I cant be with him, my father, my family name.....everything will come down to an end if I be with him"
"What are you so afraid of Jiyeon" he caressed my face
"I'm afraid of falling in love" a tear fell from my eye " I know if I fall in love, it'll be hard leaving him"
"And that doesn't matter" he wiped my tear
"He doesn't know that I have to marry you at the end of the year, he doesn't know anything"
"Well he kind of does.." taehyung leaned away while smiling
"What do you mean?"
"Well when Kihyun asked you out, Wonho confessed his feelings about you..." he pointed at himself "to me, and I told him we werent really dating and that it was an arranged marriage"
"And you didn't tell me this why?"
"It wasn't important" he smiled
"Jeez" I smiled back and continued driving,
Once we arrived at school, Taehyung had told me he needed to use the bathroom so he ran in, I walked to class and sat down, a few minutes later Minhyuk came running in
"Jiyeon" he breathed out
"What happened? Are you okay?" I giggled
"Taehyung wants to talk to you on the roof" he sat down
"But-"
"He said it's very important"
I nodded and walked out the class and up to the roof, I pushed the door open and sat down on the bench the faced away from the door, a few minutes later I heard the door open
"Really Taehyung" I smiled at myself "why did you make me leave class"
"Taehyung told you to come here too?" A deep voice asked
I turned around and faced wonho,
Bing bing
[Taehyungie💘] Good luck jiyeonnn, Make him yours:)
I giggled, only you taehyung
"Who texted you?" Wonho asked while walking closer to me
"No one"
Silence
"Have you thought about what I said?" He stopped in front of me
"I.....have"
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Should I change this stories name?
