depression

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A/n: so I'm giving out 2 parts to 2 people who want it. If you want to have a part in my story now's the time to comment your name and what part you want. You can be Emily's sister, friend, ect.

*Emily's POV*

I woke up looking over to find that Alex isn't there. Then I moved my foot trying to get out of the covers and something fell on the ground. I got up and looked to see what it is. It was the profile for Alex. He said it. "No, NO!" I yelled as Rossoni bursted in "what happened!?" She asked shouting "he found it Rossoni! He found the profile!" I yelled as I started to cry "Emily everything will be ok" She said as she hugged me trying to calm me down "no it won't be" I said crying as Daisy layed in my lap "you love him don't you?" She asked and I nodded still crying "have you told him you love him?" She asked "no, I was going to but it doesn't matter now" I said

"You have to tell him" She said as I cried harder "i bet he hates me now" I said as she looked sad "I'm sorry Emily, it's m fault. I put his profile there" She said as I pulled away from the hug "it's not your fault, I shouldn't of caught feelings" I said as I stopped crying and when into the bathroom to change into a black Nike sports bra and tight Nike shorts.

"Where are you going?" She asked "boxing, I can't just sit around and be sad" I said as she nodded and I walked into the boxing place "hi Emily, your back" Jessica said as I nodded "yep, um is there any way I can be somewhere no one else is?" I ask "yes, follow me" She said as I nodded and followed her into a room that has punching bags punching dummys ect. "If you need me you know where I am" She said as I put my headphones on and started to punch the punching dummy as hard as I can.

Then I started to think about Alex and punched hard and harder. Then I thought about us kissing, hanging out, his laugh, his smiled, fuck everything about him. Then I started to cry ugh I'm weak. Then I took my boxing gloves off and just punched the punching bag until I felt better. Then I walked out "are you ok Emily?" Jessica asked "I'm fine" I said as I walked out and went to my car I'm fine I don't need him I'll be alright I shouldn't be with him anyways I have to tell my boss.

When I got home I saw some guys there. Then I got out of my car and they turned around it was Giovanny and Carlos "you didn't tell your boss about Alex or us did you?" Gio asked "no because I caught feelings for him and I couldn't" I said as they hugged me "you'll be alright, I promise" Carlos said as I gave him a fake smike "we gotta go, take care of Alex's pouty ass" Carlos said as I laughed "ok see you guys later" I said as I walked inside and went to my bedroom with Daisy following me and I held her in my arms as I layed on the bed and I fell asleep.

"Emily! Emily!" Rossoni shouted "what!?" I asked annoyed "there is a  guy named Dylan outside that wants you "I don't know him tell him I'm not here" I said as she nodded and told them and I watched him leave. "You know what you need?" Rossoni said coming back into my room "what?" I said as she smiled but then I threw up.  "Did you and Alex have sex?" She asked "yes 2 days ago" I said

A/n: sorry it's short ❤

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