Only what the public knows (Suga view)

How it all started...

Jimin.... He was different. He never did things half way. He always strove for perfection. Always pushed himself. So when things didn't go according to plan he just kept pushing harder. At first we just thought he was upset about one his performances. He always  quick to point out his mistakes. But as time went by... I started to notice a pattern. He was training to much.....to hard. Due to stress he didn't sleep well or little to nothing. Jin-hyung and I started to see...that as well, he skipped alot of meals... We tryed to look out for him. All our warnings never got through to him. Or it did, he just never stop to listen to the meaning of it. All of us were scared for his health. No matter what we did, he never listen. Eventually.....the exhaustion took its toll. During one of our performances he collapsed on stage . He had to be hospitaled. "I believe people don't know the cost of being famous really is."Everything about you,positive or negative gets magnificent thousand times fold."you keep focusing on the negative for to long.....and soon you can't find a way out." Thats what his massage said. When i......found him that morning. After that everything changed. I changed.....no longer myself....no longer the suga every one knew.