When you start thinking about a person and the feelings come back. You just need to scream where you hate the feeling because you hate that person or you can't be friends with a person. You know something I tired my hardest to forget about all the thinks we do. But some how you can't help the feeling because that person was once your first love. Here the thing about a first love it was just fake and full of lies, cheating, miscommunications, and not being honest. I try my hardest to be there to be there for that person but it's doesn't matter because people think it's not worth the time or breath for that person.
You know something I wanted to scream and yell and almost cry. But you know no one was there when I need them. I have the friends that I can count on. But this person doesn't know how I feel anymore what I've gone through. That's right him. I'm ready to yell at him but I know there is one person who will make me hold my tongue. It doesn't matter anymore does it?
