𝑻𝑯𝑼𝑮 𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑪𝑻- finished-

7

2 weeks later
7:35
Ej
What's good wit you nigga ever since that night at the club you been acting strange"
You won't believe the shit"
What happened"
I kissed her"
Who"
Dej"
What that's why she been real distant wit you"
Yea then the party the next day she saw me wit Nicki  when I took her inside to get A drink"
So you just kissed her that's it"
Yea"
I know you nigga what you feeling"
That kiss ion know I felt something wit it"
You want dej"
Ion know what the hell I want"
Well seem like neither one of y'all do"
Nigga ion know"
Bro for real we knew eachother since diapers you like her but you don't wanna go threw the same shit you went threw with"
Tasha that's what fucking scares me"
I been around dej these past two weeks she's nothing like Tasha she hard working man but it ain't right to be playing wit her feelings"
She told you didn't she"
You know it"
Man I know that just don't know how to say it to her"
Well you need to sit down and just try and get her to figure out what she want and you may see what you want"
Aight nigga ima try but then there's her fucking attitude in the way everytime she get mad she get to fucking hitting a nigga"
Yea she beat jay ass a couple times"
Damn shame but look at you sounding like doctor Phil or some shit"
Fuck you but yea y'all gotta fix that nigga I ain't getting cussed out for mentioning you again"
Whatever but what's been going on"
Jamaicans back to they country"
Good nigga should've never came back here just to get his family's caps blown"
Nah but how moms been"
She good good she mad at pop"
For what"
Beating Jaliyah"
Ohhh what she do"
She had a boy on the porch and she kissed him"
Ohhhhh I knew she had a boyfriend"
Damn shame but they gonna make up you know them"
Yea but what you doing for your birthday"
That shit def is in two weeks"
Uh yea nigga I'm more excited than you"
Ion know what imma do"
Party"
We party all the time"
True how bout a dinner wit me you Siya jay and Trina and possibly dej and then korey"
Aight we can do that all black right"
Hell yea aight ima let them know"
Damn that was easy"
Yo ass just be busy I don't see how cause I don't be busy"
No nigga when we busy you be high and forget that shit"
Speaking of"
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Dej
8:10
Robin can you stop asking bout him I don't know about him"
Girl just tell me what happened"
I don't wanna talk about this shit"
Ok girl fine but you been mean as hell and shit"
Robin you don't know what I been threw"I yelled and left out of her house

I was tired of everybody asking me if I was ok or about Izzy I'm annoyed that they think it's something but it's nothing I shouldn't have let him kiss me that night

Scarred to say I felt something in that kiss and I was terrified I never felt some shit like that before and it scared me

I got in my car and drove I was off of work so since it was Friday and I was already off i just kept driving trying to get him outta my mind I had been ignoring him for a minute now and he didn't say a word to me

Trina told me we just need to sit down and talk but that wasn't gonna fix nothing the problem was my attitude and I knew it and him just plan and simply being a hoe

I didn't have time to be that girl that her nigga just constantly cheats on over and over again and I come back that was stupid

I looked up from driving and I was infront of his new building he lives in a condo it was a nice condo kinda like mine I didn't know why my leg bounced i was contemplating if I should go in there to him

I jumped as my phone just started ringing like crazy it was Izzy I declined the call and left I got back on the highway and drove home I guess I wasn't ready to face him but I knew that time was gonna come

And I knew it sooner or later , his dinner was tmm and my mind was telling me to go and my heart was telling me to go but dejanae was telling me not to go

And that scarred me I suffer from Dissociative identity disorder and dejanae was the most angriest person in the word and I hid that side of me from the world

I knew it was something wrong with me ever since I was 15 I would fight a lot and I would try to kill the person I was fighting so Trina would have to run to there rescue and get me off of them

It took me a long time to become dej this happy sassy and attitude full person and I didn't want it to change atall but if I do choose to get involved with Izzy I knew dejanae was gonna make a killing simply cause every guy I've been with she always finds a comeback

And my past would start to bother me again I went in my building and went up to my home Katrina wasn't there anymore she went back home cause she missed her bed and she couldn't get dick appointments here

I went in my room I cut he hallway light off and turned my blue and purple light on I went in the room and walked past the present I got Izzy I knew he liked Gucci cause he always had it on so I bought him a pair of shoes and a man bag I knew he would like it so I even had it wrapped up in Gucci paper

I got in the shower and washed off all my make up and my real hair that I wore today I got out and dried off ,and started to dry my hair

My phone rung out and it was Ej this time I rolled my eyes and answered

Hey e"
Wassup dej wyd"
Nun just got out the shower"
Aight well you still coming tmm"
I'll try e I do gotta work tmm"
I thought you was off on the weekends"
well I started working on the weekends now so yea"
Why is that"
Cause I need to focus on work nothing else nothing less"
Aight but promise you come at least for me"
Imma see e aight I promise I'll try to make it"
Aight later"he sighed
Later"

I hung up and started playing some music this song came on and it was called bad boy by Queen naija

I turned it off cause it was getting me in my damn feelings had me humming and everything I put my hair up in a ponytail and put some cloths on