I need to find her.I know I messed up badly but I still love her.She hates me I know it.But I don't know where she is and that is the problem.I can't do anything the only thing I can do is find her without help.The reason I kissed her was because I thought I wasn't enough and I knew she would leave me or hate me.Either way she hates me.I know I am an a*shole.I hate myself I want to cut but I can't.Kenzie won't let me.Right now I am shaking and I can't breathe properly.I feel like fainting. Then,everything was black.
Kenzie's P.O.V
Sh*t I forgot Ariana's teddy bear.She is crying I have to go get it.I don't think John would be there he is probably making out with the girl at her place.Why did I think he loved me?!I am at the door and then I saw Johnny.OMG!WHAT DO I DO? INEEDHELP! K:JOHN!JOHN!PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU! I was not supposed to say that! J:I love you too K:John! J:I'm fine K:what happened?! J:nothing K:ANSWER ME! J:nothing K:ANSWER ME! J:nothing K:Well I am leaving J:fine I was worried about you and uh I felt bad about myself and wanted to cut.
Then,I kissed him.
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So,I wanna say happy birthday to Annie.She is really talented and deserves the whole world.
